So, maybe I’m taking this wrong but it sounds like you want me to do it? I was raised in a religious aspect and I took it and have been following it because I feel a love from who I believe in that unlike anything I’ve ever experienced but the guilt of being gay overrides that. The guilt of wanting ...

{Some of the original post has been edited for your privacy. - H} Things have progressed a lot and there’s been exchanges of videos and such and I like it which is confusing but I don’t want to act on it. I’m horny but my brain is telling me no, my heart is telling me I’m bi but only like platonic r...

I’m 24 I feel like it’s time to get some sexual stuff under my belt. I don’t wanna have sex so we can do foreplay but like I feel guilty sending pics so I’m gonna feel guilty doing that also he says that he can jack off while eating me out because I told him I don’t wanna touch him and I’m scared it...

Yeah I’m on the see saw again I’m just so confused

I’m talking to a guy and I like him but I’m so confused because I love all women like I’m so attracted to women and I like him but like he has a penis and that’s like gross to me and I don’t wanna touch it or anything but I don’t wanna date girls because I don’t wanna deal with all of that I already...

I’m talking to a bunch of people again because I think I wanna have sex and I wanna be wanted and I know I’m just gonna hate myself after but I just want to feel wanted I want someone in my life I’m tired of being single

Is it normal for therapy to be like really hard and triggering?

Hey Heather! I’m doing okay. I started hearing voices again so I had to have my meds adjusted again and took a few days for myself from work but I’m okay. I put dating aside and am going hard on therapy every week and taking my meds the way I’m supposed too. I was actively suicidal for about a month...

I almost quit therapy tonight. She asked if it’s because we’re getting too close to the truth LOL I was like there’s no need to attack me hahahah. It’s just a lot harder then I thought. All the boundaries and rules for myself and having someone who actually cares for me it’s all hard. She genuinely ...

I read that and realize how dumb I sound. If anyone is gonna like me then they are gonna have to like me enough to use a condom. Thank you.

Heather you are a fantastic writer

I just talked with mo in the chat and they (sorry I don’t know your pronouns mo so I’m just gonna use they them to be safe I don’t wanna completely misgender you) said that SIX MONTHS using condoms that’s a long time. I don’t wanna see this person again probably unless the sex is good and we wanna k...

I love her!!! She’s so great! She makes me laugh so hard even when I’m at my wits end. I have a question. So I’m going to start birth control again because my periods are bad and because I don’t wanna use a condom with a guy if I ever do go that route. How do I like ensure he’s std free without aski...

This might sound terrible but I feel like as long as I identify as *liking men* I feel okay. That sounds so stupid to say out loud. If that even makes sense. She yelled at me and said no car dates with tinder men because I was asked on a car date to “drive around and listen to music” pretty sure it ...

Hey heather. I haven’t been ignoring you. Everything just went to shit. My mental health is so bad right now I took a leave from work and am getting my meds adjusted again. I almost admitted myself on Sunday. I talked to my therapist about a lot of this stuff and she reminded me that a lot of people...

I’m sorry for wasting so much of you guys time.

I don’t know what to say. Thank you? I do want to be with him I guess. I don’t know. I’m lonely and I want to be touched. That’s all I want. I want non sexual intimacy. Well I wanna make out but that’s not really overly sexual. I don’t know. I think he’s ghosting me anyways so I don’t think it matte...

I have a date with a guy I’ve been taking too on Wednesday and he’s super sweet and all about consent and he’s planning a date for us and I’m nervous but excited because I do like him without forcing myself. He’s taken things really slow. He’s been great. No one is supporting me on it. Everyone’s ma...

Sex had always been taboo for me growing up. Talking about it is really hard for me. I’ll try to though.

Because I don’t know what I’m doing. If I am not good and can’t give them what they need then they will be mad at me and abuse me

It’s just hard for me to have all of this coming up because I always had to hide my feelings because they didn’t matter when i was a kid and now I’m older and can feel my emotions and I’m not sure how to feel them or speak about them, it’s incredibly hard. Also, what did you mean when you said I don...

I’ll take therapy one week at a time money wise. I want to get better so I’m going to try. I have to give myself a chance

Are you mad at me? I promise it’s okay feelings I won’t actually do it. I’ll admit myself before I ever do that. I’ll be okay I just don’t want you mad at me or upset with me

I’m sorry I’m being negative, I promise I’m not trying to be. I think I just got triggered from thinking about things. She brought a lot to my attention and it’s just hard to swallow I guess.

Thank you for being so supportive!!!!

If I’m being honest I’m feeling very I think triggered today? I feel so sad and I also don’t think I can afford it. I don’t know if I want to keep going. I’m shutting down and I feel awful today as the day passes

I shouldn’t have been doing it because I know it’s self harm. I know that I don’t like men yet I continue to let them use me. I’m not the smartest but I’ve been trying. It’s been hard, really hard. I didn’t think you needed consent for sexting well I always ask others for consent when im actually sp...