Ahh I see, thank you for explaining. I'll control myself then.

Thanks to you both for talking to me

That sounds good actually, thank you.

And that's a good idea- I was under the impression that I'd never be able to engage in it at all in real life. I'll try my best to be safe with how I engage in it, thank you again.

Yeah, that makes sense. Thank you very much for the reassurance. That's true, it's just that keeping it bottled up makes me feel awful. I feel like if everybody knew they'd hate me. I'm also worried for my safety as I've cut myself for sexual reasons before. And I'm worried that if I do somehow find...

TW cutting, self harm I want to cut somebody or myself, or watch somebody self harm for sexual reasons really badly. I would never do it to another person, and in all my fantasies it's consensual, but I feel like such a terrible person for struggling with this. I've been trying so hard to be attract...

Got it! Thank you so much for talking with me.

That's a good idea! Would it be wrong to lightly cut to the point there's no blood? I also thought of brushing my nails against my skin also. Thank you again for helping!

That's a good idea!

I like feeling being cut or the looks of cuts on another person.

I'm concerned about physically hurting myself, I cut myself before for sexual reasons.

In short, I have a self harm fetish. I haven't been able to get aroused at anything else but self harm. I just want to know if there's any way to get rid of this or if this is even acceptable in the first place. Any responses are welcome, and thank you in advance.

Ahhh got it. Thank you so much for the information!

I only want to do anal fingering, nothing else. I go and clean my rectum with my fingers before fingering. Is there any risks of coming into contact with feces?

Got it! Thank you so much for your input. This helps a lot.

That's a great idea actually! Thank you so much for the idea.

And I'm not sure, but every time I even think about the texture (specifically for anal) I get nauseous. I'd like to get over it if possible.

Every time I try anal or vaginal fingering I get so disgusted with the feeling of my insides that all pleasure is lost. When I use toilet paper to finger myself it feels a little better but it's hard to keep that up. So I was wondering if there was anything else to be used? I'm too scared to put in ...

Yes! That makes perfect sense. Thank you so much for explaining this to me.

He always slapped my rear and touched all around my body. He made sexual comments about me. He had sex with his girlfriend while I was still on the bed with them multiple times. I'm just not sure how to categorize this because I know it was messed up, but I don't feel right calling this anything oth...

Yes, I'm scared the response might not be genuine.

I feel like I'd be pressuring them into anything if I try-Since I have more experience than them-And we've been doing stuff they like up until now so I feel like they'd be forcing themself if they agreed.

Glad to hear!!

It's just lot-Like sometimes I can't walk or talk but it really depends on the day and situation

That's a really good idea actually!! I'll have to ask about what they do, thank you!

That's a very good idea! They sure push education and having me work. However, I'm not sure how to go about it since it's hard to get out of the house due to differing abilities. I receive virtual schooling so that's difficult as well. It'd be nice to get a job to get away from them but again it's d...

It doesn't work much and mostly just gets me out for 20 minutes or so.

And the person refuses to come to my house anymore since last time they sexually harassed/touched me in front of them.

And the only transit I have is walking unless my parents agree to drive.

No problem! Much appreciated!👍 And yes I'd love to :) They're mostly family get-togethers, or sometimes they just make us come downstairs. They're mostly at night/noon and inside. I'm unable to get a job or volunteer due to differing abilities, and only have one friend whose house I can go to. So mo...

They're much older, and the adults in my house don't care/do some of it themselves. So far I've planned to get food around their schedule, hid in my room, faked sick/sleeping to get out of events, and went to sleepover when I knew they'd be home. I'm mostly worried about the events since they're the...

Both, unfortunately.

Wonderful! Thank you very much! I'm not in immediate danger of assault so all should be good.

Then to add on to what was said above, I do try to stay away from the person the best I can, but they are just so invasive. It doesn't happen as often now though!