I feel like I remember first starting puberty and feeling so infatuated with the people I liked. Now I'm 17 and I haven't had a crush in years. I definitely used to be infatuated with my friend maybe like a year ago, and that's the closest I've gotten to that crush feeling. It kind of felt more like...

I started masturbating pretty young, maybe around 11. I never thought anything I did was strange, although I obviously changed what I've done since 11 (I'm now 17). That was until I met my (now) ex. She was my first sexual experience, maybe about 6 months ago. It was really hard for me to get arouse...