Hi WeirdIdeas000, Before we dig into the details of this situation, can you say a little more about why you don't like feeling "dependent" on a vibrator? It sounds like a sexual aid that's been really beneficial to you in terms of pleasure, including pleasure during long-distance interact...

I watched porn for 14 years since I was a very young teen. I had my first orgasm with a sex toy when I was 18. I got hooked on to porn because I realized I didn't need any sex toy other than my hand to orgasm. My girlfriends always sucked to be honest. It was always me pleasuring them and then when ...