Yes I am, I really only try inserting things when I'm really aroused like that cause I know it hurts now, but want to try again to see if it'll work. And if it's bigger than about a finger it hurts the most around the opening no matter what I use, but I can also feel the toys and whatnot all the way...

Clitoral stimulation works great I can cum from that no problem, but no matter what size dildo, vibrator, how much lube or how many fingers I use, I either feel pain or next to nothing at all there isn't a hint of please unless I tilt a vibrator the right way and can somewhat feel it on my clit. Ive...