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by Oynx
Fri Jul 08, 2022 7:11 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Re: Hello

Dear, Carly. Ok, so the doctor said that she does not care if my parents try to get her to tell them what we talk about. She said it is entirely my decision if she tells them. Also that it is up to me what I choose to tell her and what type of appointment it is and when. (In-person or call) No my pa...
by Oynx
Fri Jul 08, 2022 5:52 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Re: Hello

Dear, Michaela. Yes, this does make sense. The doctor said she does not care what my parents said. She told me that is all up to me whether or not my parents find anything about what we talk about. The only exception is if she feels I am in danger. That is, I still did not feel comfterable to tell h...
by Oynx
Thu Jul 07, 2022 12:02 pm
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Re: Hello

ok, so I would hide my journal in my room, and then one day I brought it down to right outside and my parents didn't allow me to bring it upstairs again and they were apparently looking for paper to write and came across my journal. I would wright in the chat later but don't have the option. They do...
by Oynx
Thu Jul 07, 2022 9:22 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Re: Hello

What do you think???
by Oynx
Thu Jul 07, 2022 8:24 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Re: Hello

So they are qouting hotel translvania and trying to feel like they are being supportive by saying monster unicorn gay we love you no matter what Then they say things like God made Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve or Eve and Sarrah. This is for a reason because guy's are suppose to be with woman and v...
by Oynx
Thu Jul 07, 2022 8:00 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Re: Hello

They were very forcefull about me telling them and saying homophobic coments and it scared me. So I felt like I couldn't talk to them about it. Then they say monster unicorn gay we love you. But then they say homophobic comments that make me feel I can't talk to them about it. Also I completly under...
by Oynx
Thu Jul 07, 2022 7:29 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Re: Hello

Dear Sian, Yes! That would be great.... My parents say they love me and want the best for me and then do stuff like this... I am listening to a podcast called the magnus archives and now my parents are saying we think it is to sad and is making me messed up.... We don't want you to listen to this an...
by Oynx
Thu Jul 07, 2022 6:03 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Hello
Replies: 31
Views: 16484

Hello

Hi, My family took me to Mexico and know that I am Bi-Sexual and Gender fluid they found it in my journal and know it even though I denied it they still know. While we were there my parents talked to me about it and what they read in my journal. We were in Mexico and they just kept pointing out girl...
by Oynx
Mon Jun 20, 2022 10:18 am
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Hello
Replies: 4
Views: 2828

Hello

Hi, I wanted to ask if their is any volunteers open to do a chat?
I have been talking with Sam W when ever the chat is open and their is suppose to be one open now and is wondering where it is if you don't mind?
by Oynx
Mon Jun 20, 2022 9:12 am
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: I need help
Replies: 5
Views: 4046

Re: I need help

They said at least September and when we see you have changed... But anyways I am not sure. But what do you think? From what have I told you. They said when they see a change then I can have it back. Also I am not fully sure if he will be in that good of mood again. Also I don't know my phone # and ...
by Oynx
Mon Jun 20, 2022 7:36 am
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: I need help
Replies: 5
Views: 4046

Re: I need help

Hi, Sam W Um... I could but at the same time, I am worried. It is still a big step to be pushed to that point. But they haven't been acting like that the last few weeks. Also, I want to ask for my phone back tonight but am still worried about the answer. My aunt who says those things to me said that...
by Oynx
Mon Jun 20, 2022 6:20 am
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: I need help
Replies: 5
Views: 4046

I need help

Hello. I am here seeking advice on problems at home. I feel scared to go. I would much rather be anywhere except home all the time pretty much. Here is a little history of what happens at home. I go home and there is always yelling or my parents are looking at me like I am a disappointment. Like I n...
by Oynx
Mon Jun 20, 2022 5:47 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: My sister told my mom that I am a lesbian. Please help!
Replies: 21
Views: 12837

Re: My sister told my mom that I am a lesbian. Please help!

hi shypixie. Trust me I know how that feels. My parents try to pretend they are supportive but are really homophobic. They make homophobic comments and then say you can talk to us about this and then continue to make those comments. I also live in a small town and have no public transportation. My o...
by Oynx
Thu Jun 16, 2022 9:58 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

Hi Emily N.
I was able to talk to the kids help phone... But that was it.
Thank you/ But I haven't able to to talk to the social worker because they were away and the counselers r alrdy bussy and I don't want to waste their time
by Oynx
Mon Jun 13, 2022 5:18 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

Hi Carly
Yes it might be. I have a phone but through my parents has been taken away for they seem to dislike sometimes. Not just average things.... Thank you for the advice
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 8:41 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

Quite a bit especially since I have summer school also what is a burner?
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 8:21 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

Thank you so much!!
I just talked to a professional on kids help line and was able to make it work! You helped with that so much...
But I still need help with the other stuff
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 7:55 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

I can go in like 10 mins or so....
To be honest I am just afraid...
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 7:44 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

I guess I can give it a shot... I still feel like it isn't serios. Like all the marks were gone by the mourning... I don't even feel like ending my life ofter, maybe once ever month and a half and then I write my feeling down and get comfort from my friends and I feel better. The self harm doesn't e...
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 7:34 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

Um....
Yes I am on a school Chromebook.
Yes, I could ask to go see a counseler
It is just still uncofterable to talk about with someone...
What do I say???
"I am having suicidal thoughts and I am stabbing myself. I need to go to a hospital now, ASAP!"
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 7:18 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

two separate people.... The social worker I talk to about anything on my mind. Then I talk with a school counselor.... My old therapist named Paul. But I no longer talk to him.... But to be hounest alot of the time I don't feel like I am worth helping. But I don't feel like it is that serios and tha...
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 7:09 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

ok, yes. I talk to a social worker at the school every Wednesday but she is not here today. I just don't really want to worry my parents. It dosn't even happen that offten do you really think it is serios enough to waste a hospital's time? On well, me? Something else that happens is I hate eating it...
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 6:55 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

I think yes they might but I am scared. I am in school right now.... I could go talk to my school counsellor I was planing on calling suicide Canada or kids help phone at lunch with my friends phone. I have no assess to a phone to call for my parents took it away. I had tried helping a friend by get...
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 6:51 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Coming out is a struggle
Replies: 0
Views: 7406

Coming out is a struggle

Hi I am having a really hard time. I came out to my friends and family but I never meant to come out to my family. My parents found a suicide note that I wrote to them telling them that I was LGBQ and a whole bunch of other stuff. Everything is just so hard. I want to kill myself and harm myself. I ...
by Oynx
Fri Jun 10, 2022 12:34 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: coming out struggles
Replies: 29
Views: 9619

Re: coming out struggles

Hi
I am writing this at night but I really need help
I need to talk
I am stabbing my arm on purpose and it is not a good experience...
Please help me.
I want to hurt myself
I almost killed myself again and I wasn't in trouble. I just once again felt the world would be better with out me...
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