I might as well ask this.... What am I?
I don't remember anything from my childhood that really tells me if I'm gay, bi, or transgender. I blurry remember high school and the only gay thing I remember doing as a kid was me and my friend eating bacon together; or the only seemly transgender I remember doing was wearing my grandma's silk nighties as a kid; or in my teen years and going through some emotional possible wanting of attention cause my dad had a divorce with a mean stepmother who I don't remember, and I'm glad I don't. The only other thing I think was the possible hint to my sexuality was falling in love with polka player, lynn marie with I was young. I didn't understand sexuality when I was young; when gay people would hit on me I would be confused and not understand why they were hitting on me; hell, I didn't even know what it was as a teen. All I cared about was art, so, learning about my sexuality wasn't important, but now I wish I could understand it, but I'm too scared to have a relationship with anyone. I fear humans. Also, forgot to mention, at one point I developed a persona called tressy, I don't remember much about her, and I blame it on meds and what my stressful situations at the time. It mentality got so bad to me, that I had to tell her to just... go away. I havent seen her after that.