Okay I mean is it okay if I contact them even though it wasn’t rape? I didn’t go into details with them about the assault or what happened exactly, they just know we kissed. I’m scared to tell them more because I really think they’ll really blame me more. That’s a good idea. I’m going to keep trying...

I might try to talk to my therapist about this again next time I see her and I have Great and supportive friends, but I can’t really talk to my parents about this kind of thing because they already blame me for him coming up to my apartment even though I didn’t even know it was happening. I’m away a...

Okay I’m going to try to not think about the what ifs of the situation. And it does make sense. I haven’t talked to him since the encounter and he hasn’t tried to contact me either. I’m really not thinking he will at this point because it’s been about four months. How can I heal? I’m not sure what e...

I remember how he started to come inside me when he was grinding up against me and how I had to push him away. Then he half-heartedly apologized. I just have so many questions about what would have happened if I hadn’t pushed him away. And I’m just sad that he thought he could put his tip in me with...

Thank you, Heather!

Thank you and I really think I might if I start having anxiety and sadness again. Would I start a new thread or just post on this one?

Okay I’m going to try to remember just to let my feelings feel valid and normal for now. Thank you for your support!

I’m already starting to feel a general distrust for boys I didn’t know before the assault. They might want to hurt me as well. I hope one day I can move past that but I’m not sure if I will. I’m wondering if this is why I’ve been feeling so off all semester. It seemed like I’d be doing okay for awhi...

I'm not really sure what the next step would be or what I could do to feel better. I just know I want to. I feel like I'm somewhat blaming myself but I also don't understand why I justified this for four months before realizing it was a bigger problem and not okay as I have now. I'm seeing a therapi...

This summer I met this boy on tinder. We talked and then met up at a coffee shop and eventually we ended up back at my apartment. He started to kiss me and I quickly told him I wouldn’t have sex with him. He said okay but then proceeded to keep asking me probably about five times. I also felt like I...