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by pianolover
Tue Apr 02, 2019 4:36 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

I haven't made any concrete plans with my local radio station. There are open on the weekdays and I can go and volunteer. Sometimes I can get caught up in my head and forget that there is an outside.
by pianolover
Mon Apr 01, 2019 6:25 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

Thank you, I plan on going to the army after high school. I've been wanting to get out since everything has started and now that i'm taking the steps of growing up, its been nice. nice to finally have space and freedom. To choose how I want to live my life and break from all of this bull.
by pianolover
Sat Mar 30, 2019 3:41 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

No, I never know how to bring abuse up but I usually do anyways. I bring it up directly sometimes I forget about it because there is so much stuff happening. Also now that I'm not being abused physically anymore, its easier to forget about it. It was a few years ago she stopped laying her hands on m...
by pianolover
Fri Mar 29, 2019 3:46 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

Thank you
by pianolover
Fri Mar 29, 2019 3:45 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Uncertainty
Replies: 2
Views: 2475

Re: Uncertainty

I'll try to reach out to him next time I go to school
by pianolover
Fri Mar 29, 2019 1:56 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Uncertainty
Replies: 2
Views: 2475

Uncertainty

I'm having a hard time with deciding what is right for me but I think making mistakes is apart of figuring out what is right for us or not? I want to reach out to an old friend from my school before the end of the school year which is less than three months. I emailed him a few weeks ago and he neve...
by pianolover
Fri Mar 29, 2019 1:35 pm
Forum: Sex, Culture and Politics
Topic: Talk show
Replies: 8
Views: 7310

Re: Talk show

Thank you! I want to do a talk show to reach out to my community. But I also like the idea of blogging because no matter where I am I can still work on it.
by pianolover
Fri Mar 29, 2019 1:32 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

Mostly feel judged on what I do or how I look. And I also feel shame for being different. For not being like my mom or sister. They are violent and say rude things to each other and about others and I don't like that. My mom brings a knife with her whenever we go to see a new person like every perso...
by pianolover
Tue Mar 26, 2019 11:36 pm
Forum: Sex, Culture and Politics
Topic: Talk show
Replies: 8
Views: 7310

Talk show

I understand I'm not a professional and well fully aware of how I identify sexually and non sexually but I'm working on it. And I'm sure so many other people are figuring it out too. I've been wanting to do a talk show on my local radio show about sex,intimacy,healthy relationships, etc. Or a blog, ...
by pianolover
Tue Mar 26, 2019 10:59 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

Yes, I'd love some tips. And I think I might check out my local radio station and volunteer there! I think that it doesn't have much to do with my mom and sister. But feeling judged and not appreciated by them triggers certain emotions and thoughts for me. I feel like it has to do with the way I've ...
by pianolover
Mon Mar 25, 2019 10:25 am
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

Yeah kind of, I go to school once a week and there are volunteer opportunities. In a week or two I'll be going to see someone for counseling, a interview to see if i'm eligible for their services.
by pianolover
Sun Mar 24, 2019 11:29 am
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: My journey
Replies: 6
Views: 4521

Re: My journey

Yes, I'm working on it at the moment
by pianolover
Sun Mar 24, 2019 11:28 am
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

Thank you. I think the fear of being myself is related to me being by myself a lot. I'm an independent study student and spend a lot of the time alone. Its easy to be myself when its just me but when others are around I panic and leave and isolate myself. I also don't get much support at home and I ...
by pianolover
Sat Mar 23, 2019 3:47 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

Thank you
Favorite things about myself is that I can sing and play the piano. I'm respectful and kind. My body is unique and has its on shape.When I look through old things I've written or done it reminds me of how much I've learned and how far I've come.
by pianolover
Sat Mar 23, 2019 2:40 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Re: Lack of comfort

It probably relates to how I feel at home. I feel uncomfortable and not enough when around a large group of people. I'm in theater and these past few nights we've had shows and i'm mainly surrounded my older folks. I feel uncomfortable to be myself around them. One of my friends changed in front of ...
by pianolover
Tue Mar 19, 2019 7:24 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Lack of comfort
Replies: 21
Views: 7813

Lack of comfort

Hello, [/color
Lately I've been having a hard time with my body image. Recently I felt so vulnerable in my body with all of the people around me. I feel afraid to be myself or to have a sexual self.
by pianolover
Thu Mar 14, 2019 12:48 am
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Masturbation
Replies: 13
Views: 7007

Re: Masturbation

Thank you
by pianolover
Tue Mar 12, 2019 5:51 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Masturbation
Replies: 13
Views: 7007

Re: Masturbation

Yes, I would be interested in the resources you mention. Thank you.
And no I don't see any of the abuses i do hear or see them hear and then but it is accident and not person when I see them.. Small town
by pianolover
Tue Mar 12, 2019 5:49 pm
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: My journey
Replies: 6
Views: 4521

Re: My journey

No, not at the moment.
by pianolover
Mon Mar 11, 2019 3:09 pm
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: My journey
Replies: 6
Views: 4521

Re: My journey

Thank you,
I'm mostly venting and looking for guidance and support for what I'm going through.
by pianolover
Mon Mar 11, 2019 3:04 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Masturbation
Replies: 13
Views: 7007

Re: Masturbation

Well, I never really enjoyed "sex" with anybody, like It felt good physically but spiritually it was a disappointing an negative. I don't look at my sexual experiences negative because I have learned a lot from those experiences. But I just haven't experienced anything "good." Al...
by pianolover
Sun Mar 10, 2019 8:37 pm
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: My journey
Replies: 6
Views: 4521

My journey

I'm a senior in high-school and have less then 3 months until school is over. I was so sure that I was going to college until I remembered my desire to join the army. Now i'm on the path and head set to join the army. But there is a lot of stigma and not just in the army but people who struggle with...
by pianolover
Sun Mar 10, 2019 8:28 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Masturbation
Replies: 13
Views: 7007

Re: Masturbation

Its in my head, I don't know.. I've had sex while those same people were in the house. I've also masturbated before. But moving to the next step with a toy makes me feel more vulnerable. I just imagine myself walking out and them sensing the new confidence and pride in myself.My mom thinks its norma...
by pianolover
Tue Mar 05, 2019 3:29 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Masturbation
Replies: 13
Views: 7007

Re: Masturbation

Yes, there there is a little privacy. Its just feeling uncomfortable.. Like afraid of being judged or making anyone else feel uncomfortable if they knew what I was doing sort of thing.
by pianolover
Tue Mar 05, 2019 2:32 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Masturbation
Replies: 13
Views: 7007

Masturbation

I want to learn more about my body and what feels good to me but when I try masturbating it doesn't feel comfortable compared to someone else rubbing their fingers inside my vagina? I also want to consider getting a vibrator. I just feel uncomfortable in my home to use it. Usually someone is always ...