Hey, so earlier i used to feel extremely ecstatic when i used to masturbate vaginally or through clit stimulation. I still feel pleasurized when i perform clit stimulation and i do climax everytime. But now whenever i try to finger myself i always end up feeling almost nothing no matter how long or hard i try. This makes me so overwhelmed i end up crying after every session.
Also this year in the beginning i had to go through a rough break up. During the suffering stages, i wasn't able to touch myself due to severe mental and physical PTSD of the relationship, all the intimate moments i shared w the SO were haunting and i always ended up having a breakdown. I was able to overcome it somehow,
But since then, I haven't been able to feel so ecstatic as i used to feel while masturbating vaginally. I don't face much problem with clit stimulation. It's just that I haven't been able to feel myself so intensely as I used to earlier since i started masturbation.
Side note: I still get turned on, but even then i am not able to feel how i used to.
Did i vandalized my sexual desires? How do i overcome this? I want to feel myself as i used to earlier. Please suggest something i can do to get throught this, should i be worried?