to preface, im 18 female and im on trileptal (a mood stabilizer) and lo loestrin birth control, but ive had these problems before these medications. ive also been on zoloft (8th-10th?) and lexapro (12th to first semester of college) before, and a couple different adhd meds. but, as before, the problem started before most of those medications, the exception being adderall which i was on from 3rd-6th grade.
the big issue is that i just dont feel any sort of pleasure or good feeling from touching any part of myself, just sensitive!! ive used toys before and its still something dull. its so so so annoying because i still feel attraction and i still get aroused and wet and all of the other things. no matter what ive tried, touching myself just doesnt feel good.
this is the only place ive seen people actually talk about it, and sorry if this post seems repetitive!! im just so tired of not finding answers. i cant find many other resources, but those have been "are you actually stimulating your clit," or "penetration doesnt always get you to orgasm" but i know that. i do also know i have to see my ob/gyn about this, but im so scared they'll just repeat what i already know or say that im overreacting i didnt even know this was something actually wrong until a month or two ago.
sorry for ranting