tbh I don't know what I am saying/doing here... I feel a bit out-of-place...
Like a lil girl in an adult course? :S
I came here cuz I thought that if I want to try this, I needed to ask for some advice...
It's embarrassing, but I am totally lost.
I think I don't have an actual reason but at the end it's always the same...
So let's say I want to try...
At the very beginning, even before I have time to think, I start to feel very nervous and I mentally block myself completely.
It is not that I am scared of this or that. Or maybe I am worried about the unexpected in general?
I don't know why but I can't start: I get nervous and overwhelmed and I can't react...
And then I am totally confused about what to do, what/why I am doing...
And then the frustration, the overthinking...
Maybe I am wrong...
I think my shyness (in general) makes me nervous about getting closer to my body...
Also not being a brave/strong person, that doesn't help me to face this...
Sorry I am not sure if it makes sense. It am nervous when I write the post... That's how I am
btw thank you all for your help, you are awesome!