Hi Heather! Sorry about not being more specific. To answer your questions, yes, touching myself around my vulva and clitoris doesn't feel good, and everywhere else is just.. 'eh'.
Physically, it feels bad, like, I'm not sure how to explain it but I'll do my best; I can feel the nerves firing off and the sensitivity down there, but instead of pleasure, it's just like, displeasure? It doesn't HURT, I just strongly dislike the feeling. It makes me grimace, no matter how I do it. And I've been experimenting with it for a while like I said, since I began puberty. Emotionally, I don't think much, I try to be patient with it but I end up getting frustrated after a while since masturbation is something I WANT to like instead of hate, but I try not to.
Non-sexually, I don't mind touching myself really, I get hesitant when others try to but I think that's normal. Sexually, I'd say it's even worse when someone else tries to touch me because I'm already very picky with how I touch myself so I end up getting overstimulated really easy and have unfortunately had my reflexes kick in and have accidentally kneed my partner
But I should say that normally it's not a problem with stimulation, whether that be overstimulation or understimulation.
Hope that answers some of your questions :')