hi! so, i’ve been questioning recently because most of my women family friends have been getting married or have been thinking about marriage with a guy. for the longest time, i didn’t think i could be in a serious relationship because of my commitment and intimacy issues, thinking i had an avoidant attachment style. but now, the thought of marrying a girl feels so much more natural to me than having a guy as a life-long partner.
i /think/ i may love guys, but i’m more in love with women? waking up to a girl, raising kids or pets with a girl, feels more comfortable to me.. but i’ve felt attraction to guys in the past, like wanting to get to know them more, admiring and adoring them and all. kissing them is fine too. but marriage? a long-term relationship? i haven’t kissed or dated a women yet, but i’d like to, and it feels like i’d be more committed to them. what if i just like the idea of it?
sorry for rambling ㅠ_ㅠ any sort of input would be helpful.. thank you.. ㅠ_ㅠ