Hiii
Just a little bit of backstory, I started dating a girl last May, and she broke up with me in August. I was really quite sad for about 3 months but I'd like to think I'm mostly over it by now. The reason was that she felt like she couldn't be in a relationship.These things happen, I guess.
Since then I've been asked out by two other girls but I didn't feel anything for either of them so I said no. My problem is that I'm not really attracted to anyone right now. As a matter of fact, I've only ever felt attracted to 2 girls my entire life, both of whom I've dated.
To make matters worse, I want affection. I want to be cared for and cuddled, and I want to do the same to my partner. I also want to kiss and make love and do all that stuff people do. It's just that I don't really want anyone right now.
I don't know, this doesn't really seem like a big problem, but I feel as though I'm wasting my last year in high school in this weird state.
I still kind of like the girl that broke up with me, but I don't think she likes me back. She lost her mom to covid this October. She said she wants to be close friends, but at first when I asked to spend time together she said no, so eventually I stopped asking and tried to move on. The weird thing is that lately she wants to talk over text until 1-2 am in the weekend, like we did when we were together, which is kind of confusing, because we had stopped talking so late.