hello urna!! its lovely to meet you!
thank you for letting me know too, my call with my mum is in a little bit and ill update to see how it goes
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um, well theres a few things that he tels me not to say or mention but im not sure i should say them all because well i dont want to break his trust but there is one i really just dont like but its normal I think? he says all relationships do it
so um when we are like kissing i guess he like
sorry i just dont know how to explain it? he tries to choke me?? and like touches me even when i tell him to back off and hes like tried to um like put his fingers in well like you know ?? i think?? hes done it a few time and it really hurts when he puts it in ew im sorry i feel gross and im sorry if im making you uncomfortable with this,,
it really upsets me because he just doesnt stop when i tell him to! he did this last night and ive not spoken to him since because im just so mad at him is this normal? do other couples do this? im not talking about the other things because its too much and i think im uncomfortable with remembering it if thats okay with you?
though one thing else is i really dont like how i look anymore, but hes calling me beautiful and the best ive ever looked but ive just lost a lot of weight and im just too skinny ish? im not bony but i look different but he really thinks i look better 'with a thigh gap and a flat stomach' even though i already had those! hes making them freaking worse!!! it just upsets me and i know that that part is not healthy,,
i took a look at elises links and article things! ive realised he is crossing a lot my boundaries and hes being 'manipulative' is whative also separately looked up. im thinking of breaking it off with him though im going to get help from my mum first and also do some more research on it
thanks so much for helping me! i like this enviroment
) you seem very lovely !! sorry if this takes awhile to come through, it needs to be approved first!