hi i’m 15, female, and bisexual (i think, but honestly i’m not sure). i enjoy mlm media (books, movies, tv) and porn, but i don’t get aroused from it. i think i have more of an emotional connection to it. i am so attached to it in a way that i can’t explain, and there is something about mlm love that makes it so special. when reading or watching it, i feel sad that i can never experience that, and it makes me wish that i were born as a male. when talking to my friend about this, she said that i might be trans, but i’ve thought it through and come to the conclusion that i’m not. i wish i was born male, but i wouldn’t change the way i am now to be male or even identify as one, and i have more stereotypically feminine traits.
in relation to this, i am also attracted to gay/bi guys, but it might have to do with the stereotype.
is this something that’s normal? because sometimes i really wish i didn’t have to live wishing i was born another gender. does this say something about my gender identity or sexuality?