okay where do I start,
I'm 17, turning 18 in a few months, I've had my period for the last 5 years or so, I've always had a fear of looking down there because I just got icky I think. I recently had a boyfriend that I was so comfortable around, and I thought it was time for me to figure out my body if I was to have sex anytime soon.
with respect to masturbation, I've been masturbating for a long time, I can clitorally stimulate myself very easily, however when it comes to fingering myself, I haven't quite found a hole down there, it's supposed to be right below the urethral opening but it's nothing but a wall and I can't seem to push in. How will I fit a penis if I can't even fit a finger or even find the opening? it's getting a little frustrating because it's my body and I should be able to find it but it's a pain trying to figure out why I can't seem to push in with my finger.
note: the boyfriend's long gone and I want to continue figuring out my body on my own, pls help