I know that there's probably a gazillion posts about this around here, but I just wanted to get my words out somewhere. So, I am a 17 year old girl, who has never dated, and has obviously never had sex before. I have plenty of guy friends, who have tried asking me out. I always said I was not interested in dating, which I still feel is valid for me, because I want to wait until college for that. I speculated I was just aromantic and asexual before, but I really don't think I am. I know I want to have a romantic life in the future with someone, along with a sexual life. I'm just not sure what my deal is. I never found myself extremely attracted to any boys I knew, or maybe I was, but again, I just wasn't interested in a romantic life. Lately, I've figured out that I seem attracted to women's bodies more than men's. I've never looked at full on porn before, but I've seen plenty of suggestive gifs/pictures of women, along with lesbian couples and things like that. I often feel shameful after doing these things, but I often get aroused when looking at or thinking about women, sex (with any type of couple. Does not matter the gender) or having a sexual encounter with women. I'm not sure if I'd even want a romantic life with a woman, but maybe thats because I haven't even had a real relationship before. I'm just not sure what's going on here, and would like an idea of how I can figure it out.