hey so im 16, female, cis, bisexual and i had anal sex on Wednesday (5 days ago). i was the one receiving and the one giving was my age cis male (not sure sexuality).
so since then I am constipated. I have not pooped since then and I am not sure what to do. this is my first time ever constipated and I'm pretty sure it's from the anal I had. Im starting to get bloated and I definitely feel horrible since Saturday. It hurts to move and everything.
I need help pooping but I don't know what to do. The logical answer is a laxative but I can't do this because.. my parents are very socially conservative and yk how people like that are.. they think for themselves and can't handle any other viewpoint so if they somehow found out about my having anal then I would be punished (most likely spanked and some other cruel punishments).
When I was 14 I had an orgasm for the first time ever and when I have an orgasm I well always moan. I cant control it so they caught me and made me do punishments.
They said that if I do anything like that again it'll be 100x worse. They are MAGA trump supporters fully against LGBTQIA and everything, has racist views and whatever.
So that's the reason why I can't do laxatives because I don't even want to risk a 1 percent chance that they find out I had anal.
I know if I ask for laxatives they will ask questions like they always do. I normally go 1x per day at a around 6:30 am so anything out of the ordinary they get suspicious of (so I have been fake pooping). If I ask for a laxative they'll ask me questions about how, why, etc I'm constipated so I can't risk anything involving them.
I'm just so lost right now. I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry for bothering you. I just need help and I'm so desperate about everything I just need to poop, want to be able to masturbate when I want and everything. I just need to talk to someone and help me through this, I want a therapist but ofc my parents are like "deal with it". I'm about to cry