What I want about my gender...hmm...
I think I prefer shorter hair, not like a complete pixie cut, but like around my ears, which is actually my current hair style! I actually felt genuinely happy when I saw my reflection in the mirror with shorter hair, I feel like it's the hair style I want, and it fits with who I am on the inside. However, a lot of people, mostly adults I know, will say stuff like: "Wow, you keep cutting your hair shorter." paired with a weird look on their faces. My brother also said that I look old after getting my hair cut. So I actually am not feeling really confident about it now.
As for clothing, I like to wear jeans or trousers paired with a nice jacket, I don't really like wearing dresses or skirts, it just doesn't feel right with me.
I do like it when people call me ma'am or miss though. Even when I was experiencing with she/they back then, when strangers call me "miss", I don't feel super uncomfortable. And it's still the same nowadays, I'm ok with people referring me to those feminine terms, but for some reason, I don't really like it when my parents call me their "daughter", or when my brother says I'm his "sister". In these special cases, I'd rather them call me their "child" or "sibling". I guess it's because "ma'am" and "miss" sounds more formal in a sense? Like I feel like I've been taken seriously by that person. (if that makes sense...)
I don't really know what kind of changes I can make about my gender identity currently. I am experiencing a new hair cut though! My hair has never been this short, and I think I like my reflection in the mirror a bit more now.