I am happy this place is up and running. I need to talk and I need to know if I am okay.
I became friends with this girl, we became better friends, and curious friends, and BI friends. All of it fun and playful.
New years eve and we became very sexual friends. It wasn't planned out, it just happened. I was okay with it, but it was something I did not think would happen. But I noticed something new about her, for me I was nervous, for her she was happy and confident.
Next morning and she texted me, said she had a great time and hope I did as well. I texted back and stupidly asked if she had done that before, I was wanting a no answer, but she told me that she had been with two other girls. After that she said that I hope I was okay with that, and that I don't have to it again if I don't but she still wants to be friends.
My problem is that I thought this was new for the both of us. I thought we were both nervous and curious about doing something new. I thought it was a little fun secret between us friends, and that it was only us. We talked about everything, and we talked about boys and sex, but never about girls. I don't know if I should be hurting from this or not, I feel like she held back this secret, but I never thought that we would do this. But maybe she always looked at me as a FWB girl?
I still like her, but I don't know what I am doing right now. Sorta hoping that some other girls on here can tell me what you would think or do about this. I know this wasn't cheating, but I thought we were both doing something that neither of us had done.