I have been with two boys, not having sex with them but playing around and having fun but never letting it go crazy.
Yesterday I was with a girl, she is a bit older than me but she is the older sister of one of my best friends. We talked about boys and sex and she asked if I ever kissed a girl and she kissed me. The kissing lasted for a while, and I was okay with it.
And today we are texting each other and it's becoming sexual. Now she wants to go down on me, that's what she's asking.
I want to do this but I don't. And should I? I haven't even let a boy go that far with me. I'm mostly thinking what others would think of me if they found out, but I know they would never know.
So how do you know when you know? I mean is it normal to want to try it with a girl? Is it normal to be with a girl before a boy? Is this the start of finding out if I like to be with girls more than boys?
And she only wants to go down on me, I don't need to do anything with her if I don't want to. I already told her I'm not interested in doing anything in return.