Hio,
So I’d been dating this really amazing guy for 6 months, and honestly I think I love him. He just broke up with me a few days ago because he told me he was into some drugs and said I deserved better than a drug addict, though he was neither an addict nor did I want ‘better’. These past few days, I’ve felt really empty, because this was the day after we kinda went to ‘second base’, and idk it feels really horrible of him to just tell me ‘I deserve better’ went, really, that’s my choice. The drugs don’t bother me, and I told him that, but he didn’t seem to listen.
Anyway, my quandary is that this was my first real breakup and I don’t know how to move on. There were a few things he said when he did it that didn’t make any sense, and those inconsistencies have been eating away at me. It feels like I have no closure or anything to help me let go. I feel kinda empty and sad.
So, any suggestions for how to let go? Because I don’t want to feel sad anymore, but idk what to do.