Alright so despite all the mess going on I'm making the best of the situation.
Conveniently right before this current situation occurring started to get worse I ended up with a very compatible and very casual partner. We really like each other and are very romantically compatible. We know our sitation is temporary because they'll be moving soon.
We're sexually compatible and communicate openly but we both have the issue of not being able to actively get off during sex with one another. This ranges from little to no sexual stimulation to not orgasming at all.
For me it feels like I can't "get hard" I don't feel embarrassed at all really. I just feel so frustrated and almost cheated by my body. I've been horny for months and felt annoyed about not having good sex. Now I finally have someone who not only wants to have sex but also happens to be super caring and nice so we can talk about it openly. I don't even really watch porn anymore since we started seeing each other and I just don't understand why exactly.
I've tried jerking myself off with them, tried to show them how to touch me (they were doing great, I just literally felt little to nothing) and/or rubbing against them without my prosthetic. I'm so upset because I miss that feeling of getting off as much as orgasming and I can't even get that.
I know there's nothing wrong with me and sexuality varies but what can I do about this for myself?
I'm so irritated and it even feels like I've gotten off with people who either weren't the best people for me or people that I had full on unhealthy relationships with.