So a year ago now I had a mental health scare that ended with me on anti psychotic and anti depressant medication. I broke down in front of my family and started screaming and crying etc.-just not a very good look. Since then, I have made a full recovery and been able to get back to school and friends etc. Things are going good, except in my sex life.
I don’t know what it is, but I just can’t think of myself as a sexy person since then. Also not helping is the fact that I cannot orgasm easily because of the medication, it takes awhile. I try to read take baths, wear perfume etc., just be nice to my body and practice self care. It helps a little, but have me think of relationships and I’m kinda back to that scary place when my mental health was not great. There are even some of my favorite clothes I can’t wear now because I wore them in the hospital and it reminds me of that experience.