Hi,
so I learnt how to masturbate that way when i was quite young, maybe around 8. basically, I kinda ride my foot heel but i dont stimulate clit, or anything like that. it's pressing more in the area of vaginal opening? every time i do it i come with no issue, can do it in literally few minutes
but recently i became to worry that if i were to be with someone, i will not know how to explain how to make me orgasm
so i tried clit stimulation and fingering and sometimes i feel like its pleasurable but can never reach the same level as i do when i masturbate my "usual way"
ive never seen anyone do it like me, no one ever talks how they do it like that. everyone always says that clit stim is the best and they hump pillows, use fingers, toys but... it doesnt work for me. i feel like im defective.
and i know mental image and state play a big part and i shouldnt try and force myself to orgasm but i cant help but worry i wont ever be able to experience what all other girls do
what should i do? how should i try to learn? i watch porn with girls masturbating and try to copy them but its often fruitless, i get just wet and frustraited and more often than never try to finish the job with my usual way.
i just dont know what to do anymore, please can anyone help?