Okay this is kind of embarrasing but im worried so,
I am 13 (almost 14) and last year during the first lockdown i watched a film that made me feel all tingly and it felt good but like strange and i did some research and learnt about masturbation. I tried using my fingers but it just doesnt work I can feel something and it feels a little good but i cant climax or anything. When doing research i learnt about vibrators and saw something about using DIY vibrators. At like the end of summer i tried using an electric toothbrush (switching the heads over). It felt really good and I can climax and orgasm and now i do it like twice every week. But im really scared because i cant do anything with my fingers. And as im a lesbian i know its the main of sex for wlw and im scared that for my first time it wont work. (I know its a long way away like 3 yrs but im still really scared).
I'm Also really scared because i know alot of the straight girls wear thongs at school (I think its unessecary) and talk about shaving and getting bikini waxes and some girls have even had sex (I know its really bad and illeagal) . But i kind of want too know if i should shave around my vagina and like start getting myself ready and making sure my hygiene is good. (And i know its a far way off but im just really paranoid).
This is so embarrasing but if anyone could help that'd be greatly appreciated.