So I'm genderfluid, and I'm still really confused about my gender. I'll just give some info on how I normally feel - or at least, have felt in the past.
Last year, I'd say 60% of the time, I felt like a female/fem, 30% like nonbinary/neutral/agender, and 10% like a dude/really masculine.
Then there were like, three weeks when I felt either completely like a guy, or on the masc./nb spectrum.
And now, ever since moving, I've felt really female. Like, super fem. It's really weird. Does environment have to do with it?
I really wish there was more scientific research on my gender. I mean, I know there is some, but I wish my gender came with a manual or something.
I feel like a girl so much lately it's really weird. I feel a bit like a poser. I mean, I know I'm genderfluid because I have been a guy, and I've been nonbinary/agender, and I've been feminine. But every time there's a week or longer period of time where I feel one gender, I invalidate myself.
Can someone just confirm that genderfluidity is real, and it can be like this? Do genderfluid people have really long periods of time where they're one gender?
Please help, I'm so confused.
Any articles, research, wiki pages, anything that validates me that comes from the scientific community would really help... thanks so much!