I don’t know if this is allowed but I think it’s okay! So I’m gonna ask. What’s ways to have intimacy that don’t involve kissing or sex? I know like hand holding and cuddling but I’m not sure how to do those things and they just seem awkward to me but I crave intimacy so badly but I don’t know how t...

Honestly I don’t talk about my trauma ever in therapy, I don’t know how. I minimize it constantly and then I have moments where I’m like holy shit I’m traumatized. My life’s been traumatic!!!!! I didn’t know!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m mad

I’m realizing that I’m literally traumatized. I’m so beyond traumatized I can’t even function like a normal person.

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!

I just wish I could accept myself it’s just so hard. I’m so depressed I’m so hopeless in my life.

I really honestly from the bottom of my heart don’t mean to be rude or anything like that. I just get so angry at myself sometimes and my anger comes out as disrespect and I promise I don’t mean too. I’m sorry I have to apologize every time I turn around here because I’m just so upset and miserable ...

I’m sorry for yelling at you Carly

I’m literally taking my meds. As prescribed. Somethings off but I’m doing what I need to be doing so I don’t know what to tell you so I will just go away until I get better if that ever happens

I’m just really sorry for talking here so much

I met a trans man online and sexted him and then blocked him because he’s trans so that makes it a queer relationship. I’m so stupid I genuinely am losing my shit

Honestly. I’m angry. I know I go back and forth all the time with my identity but I don’t know I genuinely don’t know what I am. Yeah I like women but I don’t want too. I refuse to accept myself. I feel like you guys just force me to be queer and push me to queer things and I just don’t like it. I’m...

I wasn’t gonna come back but I just wanna say, don’t use my own words against me

I’m feeling so insecure. I don’t think I’m ever going to be able to be loved. I feel like no girls wants a virgin but men are like obsessed with it so I feel like I should just be with men even though I know I don’t/won’t like it. My heart is sad

Thank you Sofi!!!! I appreciate you so much. I’m still very much struggling but I’m doing so much better I don’t hate myself or feel broken anymore for liking girls but I still resent it a bit. But I’m healing. I’m going through a lot in my personal life right now and I am in a living environment wh...

Thank you for understanding Elise! I don’t know if I’m ready for queer media just yet. I’m still struggling internally work my sexuality. I’m still pretty homophobic. It’s gotten a lot better but if’s still there and the thought of watching something queer because krs queer really just isn’t in the ...

Hi! Thank you! I learned that I can’t keep running away from my feelings. I’m queer and I’m only hurting myself from not respecting it. I think I figured out my identity I think I am non binary and queer. I don’t wanna find anyone right now though I kinda gave up really on trying to find a significa...

Honestly my heart is broken. I’ve wasted so many years hating myself for liking women that I’ve pushed away so many amazing and beautiful women because I couldn’t commit to the fact I was gay. I was so mean to them when I think back. I would talk to them romantically and sexually and then would tell...

Also, I’m not fully sure of the term lesbian because I don’t really claim my femininity. So I think I’ll use queer so I don’t have claim being a woman. A queer who strictly likes women? Is that like gatekeeping? Idk how to identify but yeah I like women 98% and men 2% which those men are basically f...

Also, I’m not fully sure of the term lesbian because I don’t really claim my femininity. So I think I’ll use queer so I don’t have claim being a woman. A queer who strictly likes women? Is that like gatekeeping? Idk how to identify but yeah I like women 98% and men 2% which those men are basically f...

Also Sam!!!! I’m so sorry I forgot you. Thank you and I apologize to you too sincerely like in the message above. <3

Hi I’m back!! I’m not gonna go into detail on anything but I had a lot of self exploration happen in this past week. I’m a lot better and happier now. I already talked to Heather today in chat about some things but I wanted to come here and sincerely apologize to Sofi, Carly and Elise (I think that’...

Hey guys, My appointment went really well, I do indeed have a uti and there was a lot of blood in my urine. She put me on some antibiotics and is also testing me for something else in my pee I don’t know what though. I haven’t been completely honest about my situation last week. He did a lot of thin...

Hey heather. I’m sorry I was so aggressive yesterday. I was just lashing out. If you’re running chat today is it okay if I jump on, I wanna talk to you about some things that I don’t want everyone to see.. if you aren’t sick of me yet. If you are I understand fully

Everything is just so fucking bad again. So bad and I’ve had it I’m so stressed out

He won’t even text me back but he’s looking at my Snapchat stories. I’m never putting myself back out there again. I’m pissed off and I feel used and cheap and shitty and I’m never doing this shit again and everyone is pressuring me to have sex with a woman (not you guys) but everyone in my real lif...