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by sky
Mon Aug 17, 2020 9:49 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

Re: ?

Hey heather, I don’t know if you’re even here right now or working on the book but things are bad in my head and I’m getting those self harm thoughts and it’s so hard to control it. Sex won’t give me love right? I have an internet friend and she lives somewhere else and I she’s like my mom and she w...
by sky
Tue Aug 11, 2020 10:03 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: a bit embarrassing
Replies: 1
Views: 323

a bit embarrassing

Hi uhhh, this is kinda embarrassing but I’m not sure who else to ask or talk to about this stuff because I know that here I’ll get honest and good information. We’ve talked a million times but now I have discovered I am a trans man :) Anyways, I’m just wondering some things. Okay, if I want to have ...
by sky
Fri Aug 07, 2020 3:32 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Well I’ve started. I think I’m allergic to the first one so i called and asked like why and all that, waiting for a response lol. Idk why I didn’t wanna. I’m gay and I want love and I can’t have it unless I’m better so I have to try at least. I deserve happiness
by sky
Wed Aug 05, 2020 8:48 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Hey lol it’s been a long time. So I’ve made pretty great strides since this I first made this post here. Well, good ish. Long story short, I went to a psychiatrist! I have an official diagnosis but more might come, as of now I have, ocd, severe depression, general anxiety disorder, ptsd and psychosi...
by sky
Fri Jul 17, 2020 6:00 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Hey heather, sorry. Been busy with working and just trying not to fall apart. I went to therapy again yesterday and I am gonna get a new therapist I don’t like her really. She’s nice and stuff but I don’t think she really knows how to handle me. She always asks me what I want her to do and I don’t k...
by sky
Thu Jul 02, 2020 10:58 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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I just don’t want to be alone. Like I’ll be alone while she’s at work and she goes to visit family a lot and I don’t want to be alone :( I’m gonna fall apart
by sky
Thu Jul 02, 2020 10:46 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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I don’t want to be alone :(
by sky
Thu Jul 02, 2020 9:56 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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I’ve never not lived with family so never have had one. I’m a bit nervous, we’ve been friends for a bit, we’re gonna get a 2 bedroom, 2 bath so I’m not super worried but I also am. Anything you have is great lol. I’m really afraid to leave home because they are very shitty and they are telling me I ...
by sky
Wed Jul 01, 2020 8:28 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Heather! Guess what!!!! Not sure why I’m telling you this but I have an emotional connection with you because we’ve talked about a lot and sometimes good things happen and I’m like I can’t wait to tell heather! Lol. Anyways, I found a roommate and I’m moving out!!!! It’s gonna be in about 2 months s...
by sky
Wed Jul 01, 2020 8:25 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Question
Replies: 1
Views: 402

Question

Hey,

So, if me and someone are together and they get horny and I don’t want to have sex what do I do? Same with texting, if she gets horny and I don’t want to offer anything what do I do?
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 1:24 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

Re: ?

I’m self sabotaging again and told my therapist that I’m done seeing her and I don’t know why I panic and just do this stuff. I’m so afraid to get better and to get hurt etc
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 11:27 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

Re: ?

I’m afraid because I think I’m just seen as someone easy to manipulate and abuse so I’m just not gonna date or anything
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 10:06 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Yeah, and I just don’t wanna do any of that.
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 9:37 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Yeah intimacy is not for me
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 9:07 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Thank you for understanding and letting me talk.

But intimacy is always touching, so I don’t know if I can even have that so I stick to talking to people online but then it hurts me because I’m incapable of love or intimacy. Fuck my life.
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 8:41 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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I understand. It’s just the way I was raised it’s that someone won’t really love you unless you’re giving them sex. So I have in my mind that no one will love me unless i have sex with them. If they tell me they love me without sex then I will know that sex will make the love stronger. So I keep tel...
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 8:25 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Yes relived. It’s extremely exhausting. I have a question for you and I don’t know how to word it so I’ll try my best so you understand. Can sex/relationships be a trauma thing? Because I’m afraid to Get into a relationship because I could be abused again and I’m afraid to have sex because I don’t l...
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 8:10 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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Okay well I cried a bit when I read that so I’m assuming that means it works haha
by sky
Wed Jun 24, 2020 7:49 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

Re: ?

Is that an okay identity to have?
by sky
Tue Jun 23, 2020 4:28 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

Re: ?

Hey heather,

Yes that’s how the first appointment want, I talked to her about it. I don’t know but now I think I am ace again and I’m nb trans masc and I don’t know anymore
by sky
Thu Jun 18, 2020 1:04 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

Re: ?

Well I don’t wanna be gay so, I like about it when I catch feelings and I really liked her and I miss her. Therapy was hard because I got triggered about the sexual assault and I spiraled out of control. Sure we can talk about it all
by sky
Wed Jun 17, 2020 7:41 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

Re: ?

I told her I wasn’t gay and asked to be friends and she said no. So, I’m giving up fully on relationships, forever. I don’t wanna go to therapy today or ever again :(
by sky
Mon Jun 15, 2020 6:00 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

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I’ve only been once and it was super rough. So rough that I ended up relapsing on cutting because I couldn’t handle the way I was feeling. 4 months down the drain. But I’m okay now, until Wednesday when I go again. Yes she’s okay with the way I wanna do things (not having clothes off) but she’s 1000...
by sky
Sun Jun 14, 2020 10:27 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: ?
Replies: 47
Views: 3409

?

Hey everyone! So I’ve been talking to this girl for awhile, we had plans to meet but I freaked out and told her I couldn’t do this and I blocked her. I cried a lot because I really want her. I went to therapy and she helped me realize I was molested not to long ago and that’s why I have so much fear...
by sky
Thu Jun 11, 2020 5:51 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: What do I do
Replies: 25
Views: 1867

Re: What do I do

I have in person therapy today. I don’t have anything to say and I’m so hurt at something that happened yesterday that I don’t even wanna get out of Bed to go but I have to!!

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