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by transfemandgay
Thu Jan 06, 2022 12:52 pm
Forum: Gender
Topic: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately
Replies: 9
Views: 2581

Re: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately

I’m not really sure where I’d start looking, though. Like idk what to google, but also don’t I have to go therapist shopping?

Also, my gf tried helping me find a therapist on my medical plan but literally none were covered by it. Even with the largest radius and online appointments only.
by transfemandgay
Wed Jan 05, 2022 4:09 pm
Forum: Gender
Topic: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately
Replies: 9
Views: 2581

Re: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately

Okay so I’ve made a list of things I need to do before I start estrogen: - Move jobs - Shave - Get a haircut (& dye?) - Take pics - Maybe buy more clothes - Maybe have sex But that’s all the things I can think of before I’m comfortable enough to start it. Or, idk, maybe I’ll have a breakdown and...
by transfemandgay
Sat Jan 01, 2022 3:13 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately
Replies: 9
Views: 2581

Re: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately

I mean it’s literal estrogen in my room because I got an appointment with Planned Parenthood. They set me up on a low dose of estrogen and a low dose of T-blockers so I would still have penis function. I can’t use it until I move from my not blatantly transphobic but definitely not outlandishly quee...
by transfemandgay
Sat Dec 25, 2021 2:43 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately
Replies: 9
Views: 2581

Re: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately

I have a bottle of estradiol in my room now. I haven't even touched it yet. I can't until I move jobs.

What the fuck.
by transfemandgay
Mon Dec 06, 2021 1:07 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately
Replies: 9
Views: 2581

Gender Euphoria and Dysphoria Lately

I moved out a few months ago. And, I'm glad I did. Because I've had the most gender euphoria I've ever had in my life. - I went to a nude beach with my friends and felt so fucking comfortable in my own body - I shaved all my body hair off and was so smooth - I wore skirts outside in public, without ...
by transfemandgay
Thu Oct 07, 2021 5:39 pm
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Sexplanations
Replies: 1
Views: 728

Sexplanations

I've been watching this YouTube channel called "Sexplanations" where a sexologist, Dr. Lindsey Doe, talks about sex and gender and anatomy, etc. Right now she's doing a lot of videos around sexuality and how it's treated in politics and culture. One of these videos is about her frustration...
by transfemandgay
Thu Aug 19, 2021 11:40 pm
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: I went to a nude beach
Replies: 1
Views: 1738

I went to a nude beach

Last week, I went to a nude beach with my gf and two of my friends. All my friends are AFAB so they all went topless and only one other friend joined me in full nudity. Now, I’m not a fan of beaches. Certainly I’ll go if invited, but it’s not my thing. I can’t swim for one, I have a fear of drowning...
by transfemandgay
Thu Aug 05, 2021 10:30 pm
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: Well, it's happening.
Replies: 10
Views: 3265

Re: Well, it's happening.

So, I did it. I fucking moved out. And… I *haven’t* had a single fucking panic attack. I haven’t cried or screamed or anything. I’ve literally been calm. Sure, I was anxious before my bitch ass family came home to an empty room and a letter on my desk. Then, they started spamming me with calls and t...
by transfemandgay
Wed Jul 28, 2021 7:50 pm
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: Well, it's happening.
Replies: 10
Views: 3265

Re: Well, it's happening.

My dad didn’t leave the house at all the one day I was planning on leaving. I had to turn away my friends.

I am… absolutely furious I went through all this mental preparation for fucking nothing.
by transfemandgay
Tue Jul 27, 2021 4:14 am
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: Well, it's happening.
Replies: 10
Views: 3265

Re: Well, it's happening.

Well, it’s fucking happening tomorrow. Now that I think about it, I’m less terrified of the fallout with my family and the financial uncertainty. Because, I know I will be happier. I know that eventually I’ll get through it and I *will* be happier. It’s still terrifying as fuck, but I know I can get...
by transfemandgay
Wed Jul 21, 2021 2:27 am
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: Well, it's happening.
Replies: 10
Views: 3265

Well, it's happening.

I'm finally going to do it. I'm going to put my own happiness first. I'm going to make my own decisions and stand by them. I'm going to fucking move out next week. Oh... oh jesus... I'm going to fucking move out next week... I've known this was going to happen for years, I've been planning this for ...
by transfemandgay
Wed Jul 21, 2021 1:37 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: What's your favorite outfit?
Replies: 24
Views: 20314

Re: What's your favorite outfit?

Skirts. I will always love skirts. Short skirts, long skirts, pleated skirts, ruffled skirts, pencil skirts, loose skirts, literally all of them. Either they make me feel sexy or cute, but either way, I fucking love skirts. Being closeted and wearing jeans all my life really tampered my skirt experi...
by transfemandgay
Sun May 02, 2021 3:11 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: Misshapen penis after masturbating???
Replies: 2
Views: 4378

Re: Misshapen penis after masturbating???

Well now the entire thing's a uniform size but still swollen. Apparently, there's a thing called "penile friction oedema" where fluid builds up in tissue and causes it to swell. The main causes are penile fracture (nope), STI (haven't had sex in over a year and with only one partner), or t...
by transfemandgay
Sun May 02, 2021 12:06 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: Misshapen penis after masturbating???
Replies: 2
Views: 4378

Misshapen penis after masturbating???

I was masturbating and I had no pain or discomfort. I was using water based lube that I've used before and was pretty fine. When I got in the shower and started going flaccid the skin might've been sore but that's about it. Then, while showering, I noticed my penis bulges farther than usual at my ci...
by transfemandgay
Mon Mar 01, 2021 9:15 pm
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: I feel robbed of my life
Replies: 1
Views: 4781

I feel robbed of my life

I originally posted this on Reddit, and I'm too lazy to reformat it. So here it is copy and pasted. I just need a space to get this out. I'm (F 18) a high school senior whose been in distance learning due to COVID since March of last year. It's been rough, and my work ethic has been completely destr...
by transfemandgay
Thu Dec 31, 2020 12:28 pm
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Orgasms and HRT
Replies: 2
Views: 2131

Re: Orgasms and HRT

I’m circumcised so I’m not as sensitive as other people with penises (I think?). As long as I’ve been masturbating, most of the pleasure has come from nearing or when I was cumming. The rest really didn’t feel like much, but I have been trying to change that. Lube helps a lot, but I can’t buy any. T...
by transfemandgay
Thu Dec 31, 2020 5:36 am
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Orgasms and HRT
Replies: 2
Views: 2131

Orgasms and HRT

(Forgive me if I use dick/cock/pussy a lot, saying “penis” and “vagina” is a little weird to me) I’m a no-op trans girl who wants to go on HRT. I’ve talked about this before on previous threads, but I’m a little worried about HRT because of what it’ll do to my sex drive, dick, orgasms, and all relat...
by transfemandgay
Mon Jul 27, 2020 7:24 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

Honestly, I might stick with trans girl and just keep saying I’m a femboy and dressing as one when I feel like it. The word genderfluid just... seems to describe a different situation from mine. Who knows maybe I’ll change my mind later. On that note, how am I gonna make a decision on how to transit...
by transfemandgay
Sun Jul 26, 2020 11:52 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

Being a femboy and being a trans woman conflict in my head because for three years I haven’t felt like a boy at all. Before I identified as a trans woman, I used the labels non-binary and genderfluid because I was so confused about how I could be a girl but enjoy having the genitals I was born with....
by transfemandgay
Sat Jul 25, 2020 6:14 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

Aaaaaaagh. Whenever I look at femboy porn, I feel boyish. Whenever I look at trans girl porn, I feel like a girl. Oh god?!
by transfemandgay
Sat Jul 25, 2020 11:27 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

I feel like that’s only part of the answer, though, since my presentation often lines up with and determines my gender. There’s this feeling I get when I look at femboy porn that’s subtle but really hard to ignore. It’s this feeling that it’s more than wanting to be in that position, or wearing that...
by transfemandgay
Fri Jul 24, 2020 6:03 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

Well yeah? A trans girl in a princess dress is just as hot if a femboy wore it. A trans girl hooters is just as hot as a femboy hooters. Etc. etc. The only thing I’d want to point out though is that when I think of a trans woman in a sexual context, I only think of a woman with a dick because that’s...
by transfemandgay
Fri Jul 24, 2020 4:10 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

Um, so I'm stumped. I don't know how to answer that question? I don't know what feeling like a gender means. I guess if I explained how I felt like I knew I'm a girl? I found porn really early. Everytime I watched it, I felt like I wanted to be the girl in that position. I felt really frustrated tha...
by transfemandgay
Fri Jul 24, 2020 1:17 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

I can't really think of an answer to the first question other than I feel horny . Like, maybe I want the outfit or something. There was this one drawing I saw and it was this femboy in a princess dress with a royal servant attending to his chastity cage. For all intents and purposes, you could not t...
by transfemandgay
Fri Jul 24, 2020 1:03 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly
Replies: 22
Views: 5076

Re: My feelings about my gender is changing rapidly

To add, I don't even think that statement about me being a girl unless I'm horny enough to be a boy is even true. It feels more like I can only be a femboy when I'm horny because I only imagine myself as a femboy in sexual situations. And, since my gender is related to how I feel about sex, I can't ...

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