well I don't have to try them because I do them..like hanging out with friends and doing distractions..don't keep you from being lonely you're just distracted..

...sorry, I don't know anyone else..who understands me so it may be common..but I feel alone. No.

We hang out almost every day. But I mean at the end of the day I'm not talking to them about my day or anything..you don't understand what it's like to be emotionally abused cheated on and left..and then left over and over and then lied to repeatedly..this is why I'm scared at all to even try to be ...

um..I mean it made me feel like it wasn't my fault so I guess it kinda did, but I still felt bad. I've been treated poorly plenty..my only coping method is to feel like..shitty for a while and then yeah go back to normal everyday life..feeling nothing. I thought I communicated pretty healthily...no,...

I mean..the only tools I have are..to suck it up and just live normal. Like you could give me tools but they just feel like forcing to me..I just need to feel. If I feel like I wanna die..then I feel like I wanna die. I'm not gonna try to convince myself that I don't. That's how I feel. I went to my...

..I mean if I just go then there's nothing to talk about unless I feel like this. Plus I want to put my money towards other things so I can't go continuously. So yeah, I only go when I have a problem..because if I don't, wtf am I going to talk about? I just sit there..talking about random things tha...

I'm telling you I've done all the things you've suggested before...I literally just live my life like normal..just I guess with a few more scars if he leaves. And if someone else comes and the same thing happens, screw it, cause I swear I'm tired of trying to suppress everything in order to keep som...

I know that...but it's come to the point where I just want to give up. I'm tired of temporary people...I just want someone to stay. I've done this enough times..once was enough for me. We worked together...like I know him. It's not because we didn't..yeah I know what people say sometimes isn't true....

I'm very tired of being called pretty or beautiful and being left..because of my "flaws"..you don't understand what it's like to be treated like the world and then being left..like you no longer matter over..a death in the family?? I don't understand..because we were so happy before..any o...

..but he told me he would never leave like this..I have worked on it, my God, but it keeps happening over and over and I am sick of it

I feel awful..about it and I don't want to move on..I wanna work through it. But idk maybe I'm too difficult to be loved

well I didn't know..I was the problem. I don't even know if it's me..I'm tired of being single..for the past 4 or 5 years. I didn't even do anything with the other guys..I might've gotten scared but I definitely wasn't as close to them as I am my bf..I thought I could be who I am..but I guess not..I...

It'll probably start over and just end the same way with someone new tbh

I'm just..still worried he'll be like the others..especially after I told him how I was feeling

Should I continue to..like wait for him?

....no, there weren't. I just basically forced myself. Idk...live my normal life?

um..idk I guess I'm at the same like place..I'm just still anxious..and sad. I'm too scared to even look at my phone to see if he's messaged me

I apologize also..I feel like I'm very sensitive but yeah I just got frustrated. I originally just started this thread to figure something out with my bf..and I was having a lot of anxiety about that when I posted it. Even now but I think I'm a lot calmer then when I did post it

..guys just ask me out. I've never asked a guy out before. I've turned down plenty. I don't say yes to everybody.

It's been more than 2 or 3 people..I've dated more than 3 people. I've just been closer to 3 people than the rest of them..plus I don't date like purposely often..like I said I just happen to meet these people..not on purpose. Just when my anxiety gets really bad..and I can't help texting and saying...

I feel like if my heart breaks one more time I just have to end it..I don't want to keep feeling this pain over and over and over

...I'm tired of people just saying what's wrong with me..I just want to be fine as I am..like even if I have negative thoughts or if I get out of control at times..and I'm tired of trying to "fix" what's wrong..instead of being just accepted..I mean if he leaves I guarantee I'll be okay li...

No..I don't have a gratification problem. I was with my ex for a year..and this one for about seven months. I think I'd like to get married to someone I actually know?? I'm not about to rush into shit? I don't do dating apps..and I have worked on it before I even started back. I was fine. I'm perfec...

...I'm already thinking about it again

I know how to play guitar..piano and bass..I don't need a new bookshelf..I have like two already. I had to stop training for a marathon because of this tattoo but once it heals I have to start training in the gym again..like I could do everything in the world and I swear this would still be on my mi...