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by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 14, 2019 12:48 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

well I don't have to try them because I do them..like hanging out with friends and doing distractions..don't keep you from being lonely you're just distracted..
by larajeancovey23
Fri Dec 13, 2019 5:32 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

...sorry, I don't know anyone else..who understands me so it may be common..but I feel alone. No.
by larajeancovey23
Fri Dec 13, 2019 12:32 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

We hang out almost every day. But I mean at the end of the day I'm not talking to them about my day or anything..you don't understand what it's like to be emotionally abused cheated on and left..and then left over and over and then lied to repeatedly..this is why I'm scared at all to even try to be ...
by larajeancovey23
Thu Dec 12, 2019 7:19 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

um..I mean it made me feel like it wasn't my fault so I guess it kinda did, but I still felt bad. I've been treated poorly plenty..my only coping method is to feel like..shitty for a while and then yeah go back to normal everyday life..feeling nothing. I thought I communicated pretty healthily...no,...
by larajeancovey23
Thu Dec 12, 2019 11:06 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I mean..the only tools I have are..to suck it up and just live normal. Like you could give me tools but they just feel like forcing to me..I just need to feel. If I feel like I wanna die..then I feel like I wanna die. I'm not gonna try to convince myself that I don't. That's how I feel. I went to my...
by larajeancovey23
Thu Dec 12, 2019 7:12 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

..I mean if I just go then there's nothing to talk about unless I feel like this. Plus I want to put my money towards other things so I can't go continuously. So yeah, I only go when I have a problem..because if I don't, wtf am I going to talk about? I just sit there..talking about random things tha...
by larajeancovey23
Wed Dec 11, 2019 9:31 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I'm telling you I've done all the things you've suggested before...I literally just live my life like normal..just I guess with a few more scars if he leaves. And if someone else comes and the same thing happens, screw it, cause I swear I'm tired of trying to suppress everything in order to keep som...
by larajeancovey23
Wed Dec 11, 2019 9:25 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I know that...but it's come to the point where I just want to give up. I'm tired of temporary people...I just want someone to stay. I've done this enough times..once was enough for me. We worked together...like I know him. It's not because we didn't..yeah I know what people say sometimes isn't true....
by larajeancovey23
Wed Dec 11, 2019 12:21 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I'm very tired of being called pretty or beautiful and being left..because of my "flaws"..you don't understand what it's like to be treated like the world and then being left..like you no longer matter over..a death in the family?? I don't understand..because we were so happy before..any o...
by larajeancovey23
Wed Dec 11, 2019 12:15 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

..but he told me he would never leave like this..I have worked on it, my God, but it keeps happening over and over and I am sick of it
by larajeancovey23
Wed Dec 11, 2019 10:09 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I feel awful..about it and I don't want to move on..I wanna work through it. But idk maybe I'm too difficult to be loved
by larajeancovey23
Tue Dec 10, 2019 6:57 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

well I didn't know..I was the problem. I don't even know if it's me..I'm tired of being single..for the past 4 or 5 years. I didn't even do anything with the other guys..I might've gotten scared but I definitely wasn't as close to them as I am my bf..I thought I could be who I am..but I guess not..I...
by larajeancovey23
Tue Dec 10, 2019 11:38 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

It'll probably start over and just end the same way with someone new tbh
by larajeancovey23
Mon Dec 09, 2019 11:54 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I'm just..still worried he'll be like the others..especially after I told him how I was feeling
by larajeancovey23
Mon Dec 09, 2019 11:29 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

Should I continue to..like wait for him?
by larajeancovey23
Mon Dec 09, 2019 9:41 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

....no, there weren't. I just basically forced myself. Idk...live my normal life?
by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 07, 2019 8:55 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

um..idk I guess I'm at the same like place..I'm just still anxious..and sad. I'm too scared to even look at my phone to see if he's messaged me
by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 07, 2019 6:39 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I apologize also..I feel like I'm very sensitive but yeah I just got frustrated. I originally just started this thread to figure something out with my bf..and I was having a lot of anxiety about that when I posted it. Even now but I think I'm a lot calmer then when I did post it
by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 07, 2019 2:42 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

..guys just ask me out. I've never asked a guy out before. I've turned down plenty. I don't say yes to everybody.
by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 07, 2019 11:34 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

It's been more than 2 or 3 people..I've dated more than 3 people. I've just been closer to 3 people than the rest of them..plus I don't date like purposely often..like I said I just happen to meet these people..not on purpose. Just when my anxiety gets really bad..and I can't help texting and saying...
by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 07, 2019 9:26 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I feel like if my heart breaks one more time I just have to end it..I don't want to keep feeling this pain over and over and over
by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 07, 2019 8:53 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

...I'm tired of people just saying what's wrong with me..I just want to be fine as I am..like even if I have negative thoughts or if I get out of control at times..and I'm tired of trying to "fix" what's wrong..instead of being just accepted..I mean if he leaves I guarantee I'll be okay li...
by larajeancovey23
Sat Dec 07, 2019 8:44 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

No..I don't have a gratification problem. I was with my ex for a year..and this one for about seven months. I think I'd like to get married to someone I actually know?? I'm not about to rush into shit? I don't do dating apps..and I have worked on it before I even started back. I was fine. I'm perfec...
by larajeancovey23
Fri Dec 06, 2019 7:24 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

...I'm already thinking about it again
by larajeancovey23
Fri Dec 06, 2019 5:24 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Boyfriend and abandonment issues
Replies: 138
Views: 8279

Re: Boyfriend and abandonment issues

I know how to play guitar..piano and bass..I don't need a new bookshelf..I have like two already. I had to stop training for a marathon because of this tattoo but once it heals I have to start training in the gym again..like I could do everything in the world and I swear this would still be on my mi...

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