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by sky
Mon Oct 12, 2020 8:30 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
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Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

It went well on her end she said good things about it and me. I honestly went into it telling myself it was gonna be bad and I kinda tried for it to be bad on my end so I didn’t feel things but I still kinda did. We’ve been talking since last night and she wants to hang out more. Insurance is coming...
by sky
Sun Oct 11, 2020 2:28 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I just came back from a date with a girl and we didn’t touch or kiss or anything and we wore masks at the place she took me to eat. Anyways, I don’t think I’m gay. I am so broken feeling. I feel weird and sad and repulsive. I tried everyone so maybe I just don’t like anyone romantically? I don’t know.
by sky
Mon Oct 05, 2020 6:13 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I don’t want to talk about this anymore. You guys don’t have to say anything anymore.
by sky
Sat Oct 03, 2020 10:33 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
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Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Hey Sam/Heather, I called the places and they are really far away, like 2 hours away. I gave up after that for awhile. I have chronic pain and it’s been bad lately and my brain is on like fire with that, trying to work full time to make money and not being able to stand without terrible pain, and ba...
by sky
Thu Oct 01, 2020 5:49 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I don’t need therapy, counseling, meds. I’m okay.
by sky
Tue Sep 29, 2020 10:29 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

So I just had an experience online with a girl. I’m definitely so very very very gay. I also talked to my aunt about the religious aspect of this sexuality thing I was facing. I feel so much better about that part. Now, I’ve realized that I just need to make myself happy. What makes me happy is girl...
by sky
Tue Sep 29, 2020 12:41 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I’ve asked them every time I go in or speak on the phone for a consult and they say yes we can talk about it and that they accept lgbtqia+ community. I even told one once that I thought I was asexual (I still kinda do) and she told me I wasn’t and we would dig into it and discover why I don’t like t...
by sky
Tue Sep 29, 2020 10:55 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean it in the way that it came out. I know you spent a lot of time on me yesterday and other days and I don’t take it for granted but I wish you knew that any time spent on me is a waste of time as I’m not worth any of the time you give me. You’re one of my favorite people to...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 6:19 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Whatever. Fuck all the questions I just asked and all of the conversations I just had. I’m straight and I’m going to get a boyfriend to love me and we’ll be happy and I’ll be fine. I don’t need to be happy I need to be loved. That’s all. I don’t care anymore about it. I’m going back online to men. T...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 5:47 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

So I have something on my mind and I’m gonna get it out now. I’ve talked to many people and asked if I am with a man and don’t do penetration is it sex and am I still a virgin. It’s not sex really and I’m still a virgin to all the people I asked. So now I’m thinking, sex girl and girl is mostly oral...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 12:47 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Yeah, I can do that. I’m still going to try to be straight no matter what it is I do or say. Yeah I might have come far but I still am gonna deny it no matter what and I still hate myself. I might just continue to talk to guys because how do I know unless I try with them so I will eventually once it...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 12:24 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Just the fact I have been pushing it down for so long. When I think about, I don’t think I can do the things. So I might not ever try again with girls because I just don’t want too
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 12:13 pm
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I think it’s funny that I’m like no queers I’ll get sad when, a couple years Taylor Swift released a song Lover and I’m like a huge fan so I ran to listen to it and I cried for about an hour straight because I’m gay and I want what she was talking about but I couldn’t have it. I’m so dumb?????
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 12:03 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I don’t know. I’m scared. I’m crying again about it. I don’t know if I want to but I should
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 11:58 am
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Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I’m almost tempted to block him but things were good before I told him so that’s my fault not his
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 11:42 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I just told the guy I’m talking to that I am gay and he said how do I know I’ve never had sex. He’s right.

Gay media sure why not although I’ve gone through burning hoops to avoid lesbians on my tv
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 10:55 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Are you sure it’s okay? Like I’m not gross or weird? I’m crying again I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me lately
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 10:49 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I honestly think you just like broke through to me. This is the easiest I’ve been able to breathe in weeks. It still feels weird though. Like I’m actually saying to myself I’m a lesbian and I’m not crying and I’m not hyperventilating? To be honest I’ve been thinking that being sad would be better th...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 10:34 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Yeah :/
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 10:25 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I’m not sure I fully understand what you mean. I will answer as how I’m taking what you said, if it’s wrong tell me and I’ll try again (: So, if things were different I would be a lesbian and I would have never kicked the girl I think I was maybe falling in love with with out of my life. I wanted to...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 10:07 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I do understand I feel stuck too. I just don’t want to say it, like you and I both know that I am but I don’t want to say it because if I don’t it’s not real. If I don’t act on it, it’s not real. I’ve been thinking about getting a boyfriend now since we can’t meet but then cheat on him with a girl t...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 9:47 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Okay so say I am lesbian. I’m not saying I am. But hypothetically, I am. What do I do about it? I think it’s pretty clear that I’m straight, I keep saying it over and over. No one believes me
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 9:23 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Why did that make me cry. I feel like I’m going to throw up. Even if I was abused I don’t really care because at least I’m still straight. I didn’t say men love sex I said MOST men love sex. I didn’t mean for it to be a problematic take. I’m not trying to argue I don’t know what I’m trying to do. I ...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 9:05 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

I do want to be sexual with them but over time, not so fast. I don’t think sex is love but I do know most men love sex so if they talk about it or something so do I. I do think that sex can amplify love which I know is true. I don’t even understand sex, it’s so weird to me. Although thinking of no s...
by sky
Mon Sep 28, 2020 8:43 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: I just have to get this out in a safe place
Replies: 51
Views: 3104

Re: I just have to get this out in a safe place

Hey Heather, Thank you. I honestly don’t think I can delete the apps. I need the validation from people which is a silly thing to say because no men ever tell me I’m pretty or anything. This past month a guy on the app got really angry with me because we only talked for not even an hour and I wouldn...

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