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by JackHamilton
Wed Oct 10, 2018 7:43 am
Forum: Sexual Health
Topic: Gynecological exam
Replies: 1
Views: 3198

Gynecological exam

Hi guys! How are you? So,I wrote my problem and question all in details but then I logged off and everything deleted itself.So I'll do this again. I need to have a gynecological exam done.But I tried 2 times already and failed ,because I was too scared that it will hurt me and that the gynecologist ...
by JackHamilton
Tue Oct 09, 2018 7:44 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: What's "squirt"?
Replies: 4
Views: 3624

Re: What's "squirt"?

Thanks! <3
by JackHamilton
Tue Oct 09, 2018 4:19 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: What's "squirt"?
Replies: 4
Views: 3624

Re: What's "squirt"?

Thanks for your answer!! Now I have another question. I noticed that immediately after masturbation,there is a fluid coming out of my clitoris. I first noticed it on my underwear,and YES, I AM SURE, that the fluid comes from clitoris.Like 120% sure.What is that fluid? Also,Is it possible I have a pr...
by JackHamilton
Sat Oct 06, 2018 12:09 pm
Forum: Bodies
Topic: What's "squirt"?
Replies: 4
Views: 3624

What's "squirt"?

Hi again sorry if I am boring or posting too much say it and i'll stop but this interests me i heard about it in porn but I have no idea what squirt is also,after I finger myself and pull out my finger there is some fluid on it,kinda sticky,what is that fluid called? is that squirt? i think it is,bu...
by JackHamilton
Fri Oct 05, 2018 11:42 am
Forum: Sexual Health
Topic: I'm confused
Replies: 1
Views: 4001

I'm confused

Hi guys!

So recently,I started fingering myself.And when I put my finger inside my vagina I feel something huskily.Is that normal?
by JackHamilton
Sun Sep 30, 2018 4:08 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Intersex?
Replies: 16
Views: 7623

Re: Intersex?

In the moment I don't plan to move. Besides my family isn't dysfunctional anymore.My dad has COMPLETELY changed.He is now VERY good,besides misgendering and calling me wrong name.He stopped calling me fat and stopped yelling at me and he NEVER and I mean never says to me to not eat his food,that was...
by JackHamilton
Sat Sep 29, 2018 9:53 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Intersex?
Replies: 16
Views: 7623

Re: Intersex?

Besides right now,only dad and grandparents misgender me and call me by my birth name,my mum doesn't
by JackHamilton
Sat Sep 29, 2018 9:37 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Intersex?
Replies: 16
Views: 7623

Re: Intersex?

Yes,I get it,but after I have mastectomy,couple of months after,when I rehabilitate,I plan on starting dating.And If I brought a guy over,he'd knew I live in a housing for mentally ill.Which guy would wanna be with me if he knew I was "one of the crazy ones"? But,I did once mention to my d...
by JackHamilton
Sat Sep 29, 2018 6:48 am
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: I am weird and I hate it!
Replies: 9
Views: 5961

Re: I am weird and I hate it!

OK. So,I feel weird because I am trans,have a fetish,have no close friends at the moment,very few interests,I think I don't look the best,I spend too much time online,I did some very bad things I regret,I depend on my mum a lot and I think my body is disgusting. I also just don't know how to get the...
by JackHamilton
Fri Sep 28, 2018 1:13 pm
Forum: Sexual Health
Topic: Avoiding showering?
Replies: 2
Views: 2688

Re: Avoiding showering?

yeah,sorry,LOL. Do you have any ideas how to make showering easier?
by JackHamilton
Fri Sep 28, 2018 11:41 am
Forum: Sexual Health
Topic: Avoiding showering?
Replies: 2
Views: 2688

Avoiding showering?

OK-so this is one thing I do,I avoid showering for as much as I can.Reason? Terrible body dysphoria.I hate touching my boobs and vagina.I touch my genitalia every 3rd day,more less,when I masturbate,even then I feel disgusting.And it's always been like that.Even when I was a kid,I NEVER looked at my...
by JackHamilton
Fri Sep 28, 2018 11:21 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Friends
Replies: 0
Views: 3606

Friends

So until about 40 days ago,I had a perfect best friend who lived in Israel (born in Russia) and we skyped every other day for couple of years.He has promised me to come visit me in my country and even bought the plane tickets,when suddenly,he said he doesn't care about me anymore and that he is not ...
by JackHamilton
Fri Sep 28, 2018 10:23 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Intersex?
Replies: 16
Views: 7623

Re: Intersex?

yes,practicalities and stress,the way you put it,exactly.
Also,I'm not a very social person and the idea of living with couple of strangers kinda scares me.
by JackHamilton
Fri Sep 28, 2018 3:43 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: Full bladder makes me horny,but not enough?
Replies: 2
Views: 3504

Full bladder makes me horny,but not enough?

Like,in 50% of times I have a full bladder I get horny.Is that common? But like I never get horny enough so I can't cum. Also,sometimes I fantasize about peeing myself.Why???
by JackHamilton
Thu Sep 27, 2018 5:11 pm
Forum: Gender
Topic: Intersex?
Replies: 16
Views: 7623

Re: Intersex?

Also,I looked up your resources,but,as expected,there are many sex chromosome abnormalities mentioned,but not mine.Although before I even contacted you,I found a case of a little girl called Aubrey,who has both XX and XY,like me, and is being raised by one parent as female and by another as male (he...
by JackHamilton
Thu Sep 27, 2018 11:18 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: Intersex?
Replies: 16
Views: 7623

Re: Intersex?

Thanks! I'll look 'em up! Well I can't live by myself,cause I can't cook,mum needs to wake me up in the morning for pills and I can't work.There is the possibility of me going to live in an apartment with few other mentally ill people (I think that the organization that is making this possible is ca...
by JackHamilton
Thu Sep 27, 2018 9:25 am
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: I am weird and I hate it!
Replies: 9
Views: 5961

Re: I am weird and I hate it!

Well,you are right,I am from Croatia,but I didn't want this to be public.Cause someone might recognize me,since all the experience I went through and am going through,such as being trans and 100 other things,isn't very common to happen to many people,so I didn't say it,thinking people won't know who...
by JackHamilton
Thu Sep 27, 2018 8:30 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: 13 year olds
Replies: 6
Views: 5534

Re: 13 year olds

it's a real situation
by JackHamilton
Thu Sep 27, 2018 6:46 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: 13 year olds
Replies: 6
Views: 5534

Re: 13 year olds

but what if someone is like legally an adult,but in mind a child,and drunk,and just been through a rape without knowing it,and suffers psychosis,and is suicidal and touches a girl's breasts and mouth without her consent,thinking it's legal,knowing that it is bad,but thinking it's just as bad as some...
by JackHamilton
Thu Sep 27, 2018 6:40 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: 13 year olds
Replies: 6
Views: 5534

Re: 13 year olds

yeah,kinda
by JackHamilton
Thu Sep 27, 2018 4:15 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: 13 year olds
Replies: 6
Views: 5534

13 year olds

hi,
when I was 13,and in primary school,many boys from my class would come to girls and slap their butt,without asking.Is that rape?
by JackHamilton
Wed Sep 26, 2018 4:13 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Healing from sexual abuse/assault
Replies: 39
Views: 16326

Re: Healing from sexual abuse/assault

where is dealing with rape post? I REALLY need it,as I feel dirty cause of my sexual assault and cause of my fetish.And I can't get my rapist out of my head.
by JackHamilton
Wed Sep 26, 2018 4:06 pm
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: I am weird and I hate it!
Replies: 9
Views: 5961

Re: I am weird and I hate it!

Yeah,I've been to groups before,but I don't find them helpful.To be perfectly honest,I'd like to go to children's transgender groups.Even though I'm not a child.But like in my mind maybe I still am? I am late in development,all doctors agree,but I am one of the rare ones,they say,because I am not al...
by JackHamilton
Tue Sep 25, 2018 12:06 pm
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: I am weird and I hate it!
Replies: 9
Views: 5961

Re: I am weird and I hate it!

I don't know,I feel less worthy then cis boys,cis male teens and cis adult men.They are what I always wanted to be: regular guy.I am a mistake

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