thank you for the answer sam w. now i don't mean to gaslight myself, but i think it's just the hymen plus the emotional impact. i was already feeling uncomfortable cos i felt the tampon and i had it in wrong, so i was sitting there in discomfort and pain and couldn't tell anyone except my mum. i had...

i apologise for this may be a long topic ok so, last week on vacation i successfully used tampons. this is a great step for me because one of my first topics here was my inability to get anything inside my vagina. the tampons were small, the "beginner" size. i tried them in june and it was...

*sighs* here again. sooooo. it's been a year since i know this girl online. i went by he/him on the social she found me on. so she assumed i was cis and i ran with it. for over a year. even casually mentioning amab anatomy/terms and even issues. and i am a nonbinary, technically "trans boy"...

heather, i think if she had a negative opinion of it (which she probably does) i would be very scared of ending up in trouble. which i am. since she's been very strict all my life about many things, told me not to do drugs, drink, watch porn etc. how do you think she'd feel about me having a sex toy...

thanks a lot for your answer. yes, she does have a vibrator. but i thought that she would only be ok with adults doing it, not her 15 year old child. but a conversation we had on the exact day where i posted this made me feel as uneasy as it did less anxious. she started with saying that her friends...

i am 15 and recently i bought a clitoral vibrator, here in italy sometimes they sell those in automatic machines along with condoms. i've been using it when my family is asleep, or when my brother is out of our shared room and my parents are elsewhere. it's my first time with a real toy since i've b...

update on this!! i am nonbinary transmasculine, and despite internalised transphobia and those intrusive thoughts, i am trying to accept more my feminine side. i do makeup and sometimes wear a bit more fem clothes, but not in a cis girl way. cos what i don't want to be, is a cis girl. and i am not t...

i've had some instances where there has been some mild-ish action when i didn't want it. i'll describe it here some years ago i would be hanging with this cis guy B (i call him ex but tbh we ""dated"" in elementary, then we had conflicts and then soon we were "on friendly te...

to sam w's question, it's just me feeling more on the feminine side of gender sometimes. and it makes me feel uneasy and scared. scared cos i don't want people to see me as a "girl". it's not as much about presentation, as it's how i feel. being a femme transmasc is just not for me (i was ...

okay. so for starters i am a genderqueer trans guy since last year or so, and ever since my puberty ended i have identified as nonbinary or transmasc with any label. but lately, i am feeling oddly feminine, and i don't like it; i'm scared that one day the feminine feeling will take over me completel...

also, the kiss was disgusting. teeth clashing, tongue slashing and saliva sloshing... not for me. now trying to think/fantasize about kissing anybody else or having any type of romantic closeness repulses me. idk if i might be on the ace/aro spectrum and this is a "symptom", or if it's jus...

yesterday i've had my first kiss, but not with my partner (let's call him L, who is long distance) but with another guy (A) , who i am not attracted to and lives pretty far away from me- we see each other sometimes because our parents work together. i can't determine if it was an accident, or who ki...

Hi Sam,

I don't think that was the cervix. If it was, it's very low, I'm surprised if my vaginal canal is actually that short.
And it felt like there were some bumps, like I was pushing something back in.

So, I am bi & polyamorous and have an online boyfriend who lives in another country. Xe is acearo, so our relationship is nonsexual. But I would love to have sex with someone next year or in the near future, I just don't know how to go about it with my boyfriend if/when it eventually happens, or...

Thank you very much for this answer, I am returning on this thread with an update. Yesterday I was very wet and aroused, so I tried penetration with one finger again and I could get only a bit deeper inside. it still felt weird. And today I tried again but it "stopped" in an area where the...

Hi, I'm Massimo. I'm almost 15 and I'm a trans boy. I have been masturbating since I was about 10 or 11, but only with clitoral stimulation. I tried penetration last night, but I could insert barely one inch of my finger; it felt like there was something that wasn't allowing it to enter. There was a...