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by mcjupiter
Sat Aug 06, 2022 5:19 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: tampons and hymen
Replies: 3
Views: 94

Re: tampons and hymen

thank you for the answer sam w. now i don't mean to gaslight myself, but i think it's just the hymen plus the emotional impact. i was already feeling uncomfortable cos i felt the tampon and i had it in wrong, so i was sitting there in discomfort and pain and couldn't tell anyone except my mum. i had...
by mcjupiter
Wed Aug 03, 2022 10:36 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: tampons and hymen
Replies: 3
Views: 94

tampons and hymen

i apologise for this may be a long topic ok so, last week on vacation i successfully used tampons. this is a great step for me because one of my first topics here was my inability to get anything inside my vagina. the tampons were small, the "beginner" size. i tried them in june and it was...
by mcjupiter
Tue Jul 26, 2022 11:35 pm
Forum: Gender
Topic: AGAB lies
Replies: 1
Views: 79

AGAB lies

*sighs* here again. sooooo. it's been a year since i know this girl online. i went by he/him on the social she found me on. so she assumed i was cis and i ran with it. for over a year. even casually mentioning amab anatomy/terms and even issues. and i am a nonbinary, technically "trans boy"...
by mcjupiter
Fri Jul 22, 2022 6:10 am
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: could my mum have found something?
Replies: 5
Views: 187

Re: could my mum have found something?

heather, i think if she had a negative opinion of it (which she probably does) i would be very scared of ending up in trouble. which i am. since she's been very strict all my life about many things, told me not to do drugs, drink, watch porn etc. how do you think she'd feel about me having a sex toy...
by mcjupiter
Sun Jul 17, 2022 8:54 am
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: could my mum have found something?
Replies: 5
Views: 187

Re: could my mum have found something?

thanks a lot for your answer. yes, she does have a vibrator. but i thought that she would only be ok with adults doing it, not her 15 year old child. but a conversation we had on the exact day where i posted this made me feel as uneasy as it did less anxious. she started with saying that her friends...
by mcjupiter
Sat Jul 16, 2022 1:17 am
Forum: Et Cetera
Topic: could my mum have found something?
Replies: 5
Views: 187

could my mum have found something?

i am 15 and recently i bought a clitoral vibrator, here in italy sometimes they sell those in automatic machines along with condoms. i've been using it when my family is asleep, or when my brother is out of our shared room and my parents are elsewhere. it's my first time with a real toy since i've b...
by mcjupiter
Mon Jun 27, 2022 3:03 pm
Forum: Gender
Topic: scared of detransition + my views on gender
Replies: 6
Views: 3222

Re: scared of detransition + my views on gender

update on this!! i am nonbinary transmasculine, and despite internalised transphobia and those intrusive thoughts, i am trying to accept more my feminine side. i do makeup and sometimes wear a bit more fem clothes, but not in a cis girl way. cos what i don't want to be, is a cis girl. and i am not t...
by mcjupiter
Tue Mar 29, 2022 2:52 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: am i exagerating? what do i call this
Replies: 1
Views: 1201

am i exagerating? what do i call this

i've had some instances where there has been some mild-ish action when i didn't want it. i'll describe it here some years ago i would be hanging with this cis guy B (i call him ex but tbh we ""dated"" in elementary, then we had conflicts and then soon we were "on friendly te...
by mcjupiter
Tue Mar 29, 2022 2:13 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: scared of detransition + my views on gender
Replies: 6
Views: 3222

Re: scared of detransition + my views on gender

to sam w's question, it's just me feeling more on the feminine side of gender sometimes. and it makes me feel uneasy and scared. scared cos i don't want people to see me as a "girl". it's not as much about presentation, as it's how i feel. being a femme transmasc is just not for me (i was ...
by mcjupiter
Mon Mar 28, 2022 11:53 am
Forum: Gender
Topic: scared of detransition + my views on gender
Replies: 6
Views: 3222

scared of detransition + my views on gender

okay. so for starters i am a genderqueer trans guy since last year or so, and ever since my puberty ended i have identified as nonbinary or transmasc with any label. but lately, i am feeling oddly feminine, and i don't like it; i'm scared that one day the feminine feeling will take over me completel...
by mcjupiter
Mon Mar 14, 2022 8:12 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: i regret this so bad
Replies: 2
Views: 490

Re: i regret this so bad

also, the kiss was disgusting. teeth clashing, tongue slashing and saliva sloshing... not for me. now trying to think/fantasize about kissing anybody else or having any type of romantic closeness repulses me. idk if i might be on the ace/aro spectrum and this is a "symptom", or if it's jus...
by mcjupiter
Mon Mar 14, 2022 8:05 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: i regret this so bad
Replies: 2
Views: 490

i regret this so bad

yesterday i've had my first kiss, but not with my partner (let's call him L, who is long distance) but with another guy (A) , who i am not attracted to and lives pretty far away from me- we see each other sometimes because our parents work together. i can't determine if it was an accident, or who ki...
by mcjupiter
Mon Dec 20, 2021 8:12 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: Penetration impossible
Replies: 6
Views: 4037

Re: Penetration impossible

Hi Sam,

I don't think that was the cervix. If it was, it's very low, I'm surprised if my vaginal canal is actually that short.
And it felt like there were some bumps, like I was pushing something back in.
by mcjupiter
Mon Dec 20, 2021 7:50 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: A load of relationship stuff
Replies: 1
Views: 925

A load of relationship stuff

So, I am bi & polyamorous and have an online boyfriend who lives in another country. Xe is acearo, so our relationship is nonsexual. But I would love to have sex with someone next year or in the near future, I just don't know how to go about it with my boyfriend if/when it eventually happens, or...
by mcjupiter
Mon Dec 20, 2021 7:38 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: Penetration impossible
Replies: 6
Views: 4037

Re: Penetration impossible

Thank you very much for this answer, I am returning on this thread with an update. Yesterday I was very wet and aroused, so I tried penetration with one finger again and I could get only a bit deeper inside. it still felt weird. And today I tried again but it "stopped" in an area where the...
by mcjupiter
Wed Oct 13, 2021 7:29 am
Forum: Bodies
Topic: Penetration impossible
Replies: 6
Views: 4037

Penetration impossible

Hi, I'm Massimo. I'm almost 15 and I'm a trans boy. I have been masturbating since I was about 10 or 11, but only with clitoral stimulation. I tried penetration last night, but I could insert barely one inch of my finger; it felt like there was something that wasn't allowing it to enter. There was a...

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