Hi my name is Amy and I'm 21. When I masturbate I like to watch lesbian porn. I'm straight and everything it just turns me on. Is this normal? When I watch straight porn I don't get aroused. So please help!

I am a straight female with a high sex drive. When I masturbate, I think about men having sex with other men. It's what arouses me the most. I used to just think about a penis or a man masturbating himself. Then I saw a video of men having sex and now that's about all that gets me off. I've even looked for other videos on-line of man on man sex. Is this at all normal? I'm really scared and upset that something's wrong with me for being turned on by gay male sex.
Could it be possible I have penis envy? I'm always thinking about penises and sometimes wishing I had one. I especially love seeing erect penises and ejaculation, and I often wish I had one myself to play with.
Could this be why I'm so turned on by two males having sex - because there's more than one penis?
Please help, I feel really bad about this.

I've been dating my girlfriend for about 7 months now and masturbation is a comfortable topic between us. We talk about it and we share feelings and such bout it. My question is if my girl friend asks me what or who I fantasized about and it wasn't her ... If I was to tell her that, she would really get upset and get the idea that I think she's not sexy. I really do think she's sexy but I don't know what to say if she asks me that question. I don't want to lie to her but what else can I do? Does this mean that I'm not true to her, because I might fantasize about some one else?