I live in Africa. Here, both my religion and culture restrict that a girl should be a virgin unless she gets married. I masterbate and sometimes a lil blood droplet is there in my pants after I masterbate although I don't finger myself. I tried to finger after I saw that blood drop to check if my hymen is still intact, so I pressed my fingers into my vagina and it was there (a sorta layer) and it hurt me so I pulled my fingers out. The thing is, is my hymen still there or not? Should I stop masterbating if I want to keep my virginity or it doesn't matter ?