I hate it. I absolutely hate it.
I've never felt turned on.
Never felt desire.
Never felt pleasure.
So, anytime I see it portrayed, I get a sense of betrayal, almost. It's hard to describe, but it's pretty much hate. It makes me hate myself, and sends me in a downward spiral.
Media makes it look so great, so imagine my disappointment when nothing turned out like it was supposed to.
The media I see most often on TV depresses me for its gender binary exclusivity. Though if I'm looking specifically for Scarleteen or queer sex sites it makes me feel happy and accepted.
It makes me feel left out. I am a lesbian, and I feel HUGELY misrepresented. What people think of lesbians is what they find in porn, which I find disgusting. Lesbian porn is gross. Is it even like that in real life? I think I'm having better sex than that. People think that straight sex is the only kind of sex out there. Um. It's not.
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