I created a new name because Iím to embarrassed to use the one I usually write under since I donít want some people I know online on this forum know its me.
Iím a girl and Iím 13 and everyone hates me because after a thing that happened and everyone tells me how gross I am and what a baby I am. I need help because I donít know what to do or say! I have never been popular but never bullied or anything like that before, but now I am.
What happened was that I peed in my pants BUT IT WASNíT MY FAULT! Please understand!!?? We (me and 4 friends) were going home on the subway after seeing a movie. We got on the subway but on the way home something happened and it just stopped between 2 stations! And it stood still for 2 hours and we were stuck in there!! And I already had to use the bathroom before it stopped and I had drank a big soda during the movie and when we sat there I had to pee more and more and after maybe 1Ĺ Hour I had to pee so bad I just had to pee no matter what and I tried opening the doors but it was impossible! And I asked my friends to help me but they didnít know what to do either. I tried to hold it but I had to pee so bad I couldnít wait and I just sat there and peed in my pants. And they promised me never to say to anyone but 1 girl told everyone so now EVERYONE knows!!!
Everyone think Iím a baby and gross and they say that to me all the time and do really really mean stuff to meÖ
I just donít know what to say and do? Please Help! What can I say to make everyone understand it wasnít my fault and maybe not to think Iím a baby and gross. No one has ever peed their pants since kindergarten so noone understand!!! I know I shouldnít be peeing my pants when Iím 13 and Iím really really ashamed of myself, honestly I am!! I can understand they think Iím a baby and gross!! But I just canít take the bullying any more it hurts too much, I just canít take it!!
/From a anonymous girl PLEASE understand and even it everyone thinks Iím a baby and gross, please help me anyway and please try to understand that it wasnít my fault! I tried holding it but I had to pee so very bad that I just had to pee no matter what and I just couldnít help peeing in my pants, please understand!
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You know, this is an issue that doesn't go away for plenty of people. After all, there are people of every age with bladder control issues -- now and then or chronically -- and situations like you're describing just plain happen sometimes. No one here is going to tease or think poorly of you: our bodies do embarrassing things sometimes we can't always control, and that's just the way it goes.
(I had to do what you did once in my car in my twenties when stuck on an overpass bridge in traffic for hours if that makes you feel any better.)
When people are being stupid about something like this, it doesn't usually help to make arguments in your defense, especially if a rise out of you is exactly what they're looking for. Usually, in time, this stuff passes: people who are preying on you now will find someone else to pick on for something new in time.
So, my own suggestion would be to be pretty disaffected about it. In other words, they say something about it, you roll your eyes, maybe even laugh and say "Yeah, I just love peeing on trains, so I couldn't help myself," or whatever, and walk away. You also might even comment that you think bullying people is something to be more embarrassed about and more juvenile, which I certainly think it is. After all, they are acting like babies, for real, and CAN control it and aren't choosing to.
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Hey. It sucks a lot that you're being bullied. I was bullied quite a bit in elementary school for something that, just like you, I couldn't control.
Like Heather says, it helps to have a sense of humour (or appear to) about what's happening or what people are saying. And, I know this sounds cliched, but seriously, ignoring it really helps. Of course, ignoring it doesn't mean pretending it's not happening. It's more like...ignore what they're saying and *then* go home and vent about it later. Having someone you can talk to always helps. For me, I always felt really loved by my family, and I had a few close friends that helped me see that what people were saying about me wasn't true and I made sure I remembered them when I was feeling bad about myself or ashamed. Writing it out helps too. I wrote a poem about shame awhile ago:
Well My reflectionís scared of me And, some days The shame, it pounds It scalds my cheeks Clutches my throat And whispers in my earÖ
ĎNo-one wants to know Youíre different, youíre strange Not worthy, stay away! From ďnormalĒ Youíll never Fit Iní
It binds my legs And locks my tongue My hands possessed, they shake My lids are iron curtains I cannot look, I cannot know Donít turn me awayÖ
Writing it down means that you clear your head for a bit. The feelings don't go away completely but at least they're out they're and not locked up and they have a form, you're not just stewing over this shapeless thing.
Music also helps, songs that you can relate to but ones that also make you feel more positive. Here are the lyrics to a song called 'Shame':
What we learned here is love tastes bitter when it's gone Past yourself forget the light, things look dirty when it's on Funny how it comes to pass, that all the good slips away And there's no one around you can remember being good to you
(Chorus 1) Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you And open up more Shame, shame, shame
What we lost here is something better left alone Second steps have been forgotten, will you tell me how they go Set yourself, situate, like a fool try again There's no one around you can remember being good, for you So
(Chorus 2) Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you And open up more Shame, shame, shame Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you And open up more Shame, shame, shame
We never thought we'd get so troubled We could never think that much It should never get this bad
So let the wind blow ya, across a big floor But there's no one around who can tell us what we're here for Funny in a certain light, how we all look the same And there's no one in life you can remember ever stood, for you, so (Chorus 2)
Music kind of makes you feel less alone, and again, gives your feelings form. And positive songs are really really good for making you feel better about yourself.
I really hope you feel better soon. You sound like a really cool person who has more integrity than any of those idiots who are giving you a hard time.
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