Alright, any advice on this would be greatly appreciated, especially from those who have lived the experience.
I am 17 and for the past 3 months I have become sexually active with my boyfriend. My mother (who has known from the start) is suggesting that I go and have my first check up with the Gynecologist, now I know what happens because I have spoken with my mother and read up on it numerous times, but I am absolutely petrified. My mother tells me that its painful and degrading but it must be done, whenever I read up on it or think about it I feel physically sick and go into a state of panic. It sounds silly because I know many women who say its just like another day out just not as pleasant, but no matter what I try I cannot make the appointment, I have so many fears running through my mind (mostly to do with my immense fear of pain and the whole nude thing.) that it just drives me into this silly panic attack where I just have to break down. I know it has to be done at some point (better sooner then later right?) but I just can't stand the idea of it.
Any idea how to get rid of my panic attacks and how i can get my butt into gear!?
Thanks xx Lady Bird
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I felt exactly the same way you do before I went for the first time. One thing that I think helped was that I asked the doctor if she could explain what she was doing when she did it. She was great at doing that, and her small talk made the whole thing go by a lot quicker. While some describe it as painful or scary, I would describe it more as just unusual...That's it. I don't know if I'm weird, but I had to keep from laughing when I thought about what would happen if I flinched when the speculum was in there. Anyways, after the whole process (which took about 5 minutes) you'll probably laugh at yourself for ever being petrified of it. Good luck!
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Thanks guys, thats really been loads of help, reading the link made me feel better because it had a more personal view, rather then other websites I have looked at where it just says what goes where and why.
Oh gee, lol. The gyno. It's really not bad at all. My first one was done in an emergency room in the hospital which was a TAD unpleasant because my doctor was in a hurry (can you say, cold??) and I also had a raging bladder infection. Ouch! But from then on, they are no biggie at all. I can't even really feel it anymore. So I am sure, especially if you are sexually active, then you will do just fine.
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