Here comes the overly blunt Miz S: You can't be a "victim" of binge drinking, because alchohol can't jump down your throat. So, uless someone besides you is shoving the bottle in your mouth, you haven't been victimized. You've simply made poor choices for yourself.
I also need to be a Mom here and add that a 16-year-old in the states drinking (and posting it) is illegal. The post alone could get you in big trouble, kiddo.
I agree with Smurfs advice: get some help. Honestly, it just isn't about the aclhohol it's about everything that's been going on with you in the last handful of months.
And if I can be real blunt (and you get to tell me to put a sock in it if you want), this, just like the issues with the sex sounds like yet another way to try and distract yourself from dealing with your real issues and from dealing with getting your patootie together, girl.
We're here for you -- and I know that you can get through ALL of this stuff and make good choices for yourself that really will serve you well and help -- rather than hinder -- you.
Editor and Founder, Scarleteen
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