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First of all, a lot of things I have others don't have and they look up to me. Things that I don't have but others have, I feel the envy.

Last night I was upset b/c I wished I could give up things I have that people admire me for, for something I don't have that I want. Which I'd call it trading. That thing I don't have that I'm talking about, is having a relationship with a girl, before I leave high school. Before I am at the age that I can go on dating websites. I don't want just anybody. I want a good one. Close to serious.

For example, this girl I met at a gay support group. There was a 16 year old girl, she told me that she had a girlfriend and they're really happy together. I also know other 16 year old girls on her (I'm not saying their names) who date girls and from what I saw on their posts, they talked about their sex life. That's what I don't get. A lot of people can date gay as a teen and I get nuttin'.

~Stephanie Gabriella Murray
I'm very gay for being a lesbian, and not gay to be what I'm not

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Ste-funnie - is there anything you're specifically asking in this post?
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