I have rang my bpyfriend and i have told i am pregnant and i am going to get rid of it and he was talking about saving for an abortion, i hung up before i told him i was doing it a cheaper way.

I'm feeling weak now but thanks for your support

Sadie

I'll be frank, we never have any real way of knowing with things like this if people are for real or not. We just cannot know.

But if you are, you need to stop whatever it is you are doing. NOW. You cannot feel your bladder, I assure you, but any cutting of the vagina or insertion of anything sharp into the vagina puts yuourhealth and life at a very real risk.

You also do NOT yet know if you are pregnant.

I am a Catholic myself and although i doubt i am as strict as you and take the teachings such to heart, think of it this way, would God want you to kill yourself or to take EC?

You must know the answer to this, he loves you he would not want you to die. He believes in forgiveness and he would forgive you for taking it this once.

He DOES NOT want you to die over this, i really hope you get through this.

I am not sure if i am allowed to give my email to you in this forum but it is:

-- edited: however well intended, please follow the rules and do not post emails here. Email has been sent to the ISP of this user and her email host, as we log IPs here, so her ISP has the pertinent information, as well as a decription of the crisis. If they feel it is in earnest, they are able to contact the home of this user or send authorities there. --

Please email me any time,
i don't want you to suffer.

Love Lucy

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"Fear will hold you prisoner, hope will set you free"

The Shawshank Redemption

Also thank you lucy and i didn't recieve your email addy but mine is --edit-- but i dont know whether it will let me put it.

Thanks every1 who didn't think i was just some phsico (i think that is how you spell it) and you have been a masive help
love sadie x x