No one would be helping you by suggesting how to make yourself miscarry: not only are the few ways that might occur incredibly dangerous, those which are NOT highly toxic or life-risking on your part are utterly inefficient. (And if you end up in the ER due to an attempted forced miscarriage, everyone is going to know what you tried to do anyway.)
Chances are, anything youy'd try to miscarry would just make you ill and you'd STILL be pregnant potentially with a child whose health you've harmed or created an enviornment for serious disability in. Could you live with that: with creating a child you'd have to bring to term anyway who you caused to have to live with bad health or a serious disability?
(And there is no such thing as a miscarriage pill: you are perhaps thinking of RU-486, which is medical early abortion by pill, but that cannot be purshcased OTC or online, it can only be administered through a clinic.)
So, you have GOT to let that idea go: it's understandable you're freaked out, but it's just not a sensible or sound plan.
It also isn't fair to ask us to suggest things which aren't possible or which would put your health at risk or cause a possible child to be disabled or disformed.
So, if you want to deal with this with actual options which you HAVE, let's talk about them. I'd suggest you do that, and we're happy to help with that. Because causing yourself to miscarry isn't likely to work (and understand that most miscarriages happen not because of extrenal factors, but because the fetus in the womb simply isn't viable, and the body figures that out -- it's natural and not controllable), you ARE going to have to deal with this realistically anyway and the sooner you do, the easier it's going to be.
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