Hey guys! Long time no see!
For those of your who remember me from a long time ago I'm currently in a 2 and a half year relationship with my high school boyfriend. We've had our ups and down and now we're in our second year of university together.
We're engaged (20 years old) and we weren't planning on getting married for about a year or so. However, this year has been trying on both of us (heavier course load, making friends, etc.) and in the span of the last two months I've developed feelings for another guy.
My boyfriend is studious and disciplined and not so spontaneous or romantic. He has wonderful considerate qualities, though. But this other guy... he's artistic and funny and mysterious and totally spontaneous. On the other hand I know he's not so good with relationships or any of that.
And here's the kicker: he's my boyfriend's roommate.
Now, I know that this other guy has no feelings for me, but I can't seem to just get him out of my head. I avoid him and try not to spend time with him, but its almost impossible and he just sort of draws me in.
The toughest part in all of this is that I'm still in love with my boyfriend. I'm just... lusting (?) for this other guy against my will.
Any thoughts or insight?