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Yelllowwalllpaper
Member # 74024
posted 08-02-2011 02:06 AM
I'm getting ready to start my senior year of high school at a new school, and I was thinking that it might be an easy time to start expressing my genderqueer identity. I mOved out of my fathers house, found spirituality that accepts me, and fought many of the battles that lead to self acceptance; yet a few concerns remain. First, i was curious as to what career options would be closed for me. Second, while I'm no longer afraid of verbal abuse, I am concerned about the possibility of physical violence toward me if I reflect gender variance in my appearance and mannerisms. I've met very few lgbt in school or any other environment for that matter so I have very little to go off. I feel that these fears persist because Of past trama from having the one gender variant friend I did have, murdered in middleschool. The event combined with other tensions set my progress toward self acceptance back until now. It's so deep in my mind that it's hard to recognize the difference between unreasonable fear and legitimate concern. The decision seems to be whether to hit the ground running at the start of this year or ease into it during college in a more accepting environment.
September
Member # 25425
posted 08-02-2011 03:25 AM
I am so sorry to hear that things have been so hard for you! But good on you for having found acceptance for yourself and coming out. Have you been to your new school yet at all? Do you know what sort of a LGBT community it has and whether it's generally supportive? If you're not sure about any of that, I'd suggest you wait to make your decision until you've been in school a few weeks and have gotten a feel for the place. If you wind up with a supportive community, you can still decide to come out. And if you'd feel safer waiting another year, you can decide to do that.
Heather
Member # 3
posted 08-02-2011 10:09 AM
Another thing you can do is to have a meeting with your school administration in advance of attending school. You can ask them what their policies are in terms of protecting LGBTQ students from harassment and violence, find out what resources they have, and ask them to give you a real sense of how safe it is for you as a genderqueer student there. That way, you can have some good info before you even start school to base your choices here on.
Yelllowwalllpaper
Member # 74024
posted 08-02-2011 12:18 PM
I think there is a club, not completely sure. Definitally worth investigating. Thank you!
Heather
Member # 3
posted 08-02-2011 12:23 PM
By all means, if there is a GSA already in place, you should be able to get a student contact for it from the school. That would be, I'd say, a really ideal way to get a good sense of the school's climate.
MissSamantha.
Member # 73867
posted 08-04-2011 11:34 AM
Trust me, in terms of physical abuse, there is none. I'm in college and everyone noticed my mannerisms had changed after I came to terms with my Gender confusion, etc, and everyone is really ok with it. Of course, you get the occasional snigger, but those people don't understand.
Heather
Member # 3
posted 08-04-2011 11:55 AM
MissSamantha: I really wish we could say that no one has to ever worry about any kind of abuse, physical, sexual or otherwise, around orientation or gender. Unfortunately, that wouldn't be true or sound. It's fantastic you've been safe so far, and that's what we want for everyone. But hate crime and harassment is very real and, sadly, rates have been increasing of late, not decreasing. We can't say there are no physical abuses of trans gender or genderqueer people in high school or college: there very much are. So, as much as we all wish we lived in a different world, I think it's sound in this one to do what we can do to try and at least get a sense of the social climates we're in to be able to make choices around our safety, even if no one should have to like this.
Yelllowwalllpaper
Member # 74024
posted 08-04-2011 06:36 PM
Yeah, it's not something I would ask about if I hadn't seen it and experienced it myself. I guess I just got so excited in overcoming my internal struggles that its hard to accept that there is a whole world to struggle with. I'm not afraid to stand up for something I believe, but I want to prove a point by starting a happy, healthy genderqueer life, not one in fear and pain. I think that that's how I can make a the greatest difference and the best example.
Yelllowwalllpaper
Member # 74024
posted 08-31-2011 12:13 AM
Update! First day of school today and I already found other lgbt kids. I also think I might have a good number of open minded teachers and friends to turn to. AND there is definitally a GSA at the school that I plan on getting involved in. You can imagine how excited I am. I don't think I'll wear a dress this time around but I definitally feel confident wearing genderneutral and more feminine clothes to school and possibly makeup. First time ever I've felt that option open. Just wanted to drop that news by.
Heather
Member # 3
posted 08-31-2011 10:13 AM
All such great news! Hooray!