T O P I C R E V I E W
*KrazyGirl*
Member # 96324
posted 08-11-2012 11:20 PM
Honestly it has came to the point where i hate myself and i am terribly depressed. Idk what to do anymore!!!! :'(
-TaylorWasHere-
Member # 96324
posted 08-11-2012 11:30 PM
i have realized i just cant take much more of my life! :'( [ 08-11-2012, 11:31 PM: Message edited by: -TaylorWasHere- ]
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-11-2012 11:57 PM
Hun people care about you. Heck i care and i dont even know you. I am a great listener and would LOVE to listen and help in anyway I can. Messege me or ask for my email and i can do it that way to. Please there is so much out there and i know its hard to see now, i know i because i was really depressed to at times. Stay strong talk to me if you want. <3
September
Member # 25425
posted 08-12-2012 03:15 AM
Taylor, you can talk here about what it is that has got you down, and we'll see what we can do to help. Meanwhile, it you are feeling suicidal, we urge you to reach out to someone in-person. Please tell a parent or guardian, call a local helpline or go to an ER.
Sans
Member # 91788
posted 08-12-2012 09:26 AM
Hello Taylor. I'm so sorry to hear that you are feeling so awful. Please feel free to talk about whatever it is that is making you feel this way. I agree with September in that it seems that in-person help is the best option for you right now as you sound like you are in a crisis. Please reach out for help. Please.
WesLuck
Member # 56822
posted 08-12-2012 11:00 AM
I agree. You are unique and wonderful, and a great asset to the world! Please reach out to in-person help, like you already have to this board. Reaching out for help is a sign of great strength and courage, not weakness as public myth would have you believe! -hugs- [ 08-12-2012, 11:01 AM: Message edited by: WesLuck ]
-TaylorWasHere-
Member # 96324
posted 08-12-2012 01:45 PM
Thank u all and i have told my mom about it it has just been hard. Diamonddust44 id like to email u and talk if possible
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-12-2012 03:04 PM
for sure here is my email [edited out for your safety - we don't allow users to post personal contact information] I look forward to hearing from you! [ 08-12-2012, 07:50 PM: Message edited by: Karybu ]
Karybu
Member # 20094
posted 08-12-2012 07:53 PM
Diamonddust, I edited your post because as stated in our guidelines, we ask that users not post personal contact information for their safety. Taylor, you're more than welcome to keep talking here with diamonddust and anyone else as long as you like.
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-12-2012 07:55 PM
ok i my bad i am sorry!
Karybu
Member # 20094
posted 08-12-2012 08:19 PM
It's ok, we all make mistakes.
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-12-2012 08:24 PM
thanks
-TaylorWasHere-
Member # 96324
posted 08-12-2012 11:01 PM
Ok Thx for letting me know and i would like to talk diamonddust44. everthing seems to just get worse.
eryn_smiles
Member # 35643
posted 08-13-2012 05:31 AM
What happened when you talked with your mom, Taylor? Hope that she was supportive?
moonlight bouncing off water
Member # 44338
posted 08-13-2012 08:59 AM
Hey taylor, I just wanted you to know that I saw your post and that I'm thinking about you. How are you doing today?
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-13-2012 09:04 AM
Hey Taylor! Whats going on? Im here to listen and offer any advice needed. Im all ears (eyes and fingers) for the computer lol
-TaylorWasHere-
Member # 96324
posted 08-13-2012 09:58 AM
Well alot is going on right now. I have been feeling like im no good and everytime i look in the mirror i always find things wrong with me. On a regular basic i am told even by family members that im a no good screw up. And on top of this im having problems with an break up and cant seem to get out there again and talk to anyone. I am closing myself up too. truthfully idk what to do.
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-13-2012 10:15 AM
ok well i want you to write down 5 positive things about yourself and place it by a mirror so you can see it all the time. I know its hard when family members say things like that, i have it to with my dad. let it go in o ne ear and out the other ear. Its easier said then done I know i still have a hard time doing that with my dad. People DO care about you. If someone broke up with you then he is no good for you. As hard as it seemes now this will pass. There are a lot of other people out there who are going to treat you with respect. Sometimes family does not how to say what they want in a nice way. They try to help and it just coms out wrong. Next time when they say something in the lines that your a no good screw up be like "you know it really hurts when you say those things" if saying it out loud is to hard then try writing them a note on how you feel and place it some where, were they will see it. Like on thre pillow, or bathroom counter, or night stand and dresser. Be honest in the note. They may not relize what they are saying is hurting you so bad. They may need a reality check with a talking to or a note. Remember keep your head up! People do care! I am one of the many!
-TaylorWasHere-
Member # 96324
posted 08-13-2012 12:18 PM
Thank u soooo much. You dont know how much this helps and how much it means to me. You just made my whole week. Thank you. And one of my guy friends and r started talking today so i am hoping this can help me get out there. Also I am deff gonna talk to them and write those 5 positive things down. Im glad i have such a amazing person to talk to.
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-13-2012 12:29 PM
your soo welcome! If there is anything else needed i am always here! Let me know how it goes talking to them and what positive things that you wrote!
-TaylorWasHere-
Member # 96324
posted 08-14-2012 12:16 PM
So i talk to them and it went really well. I also did write 5 positive things down.... i wrote: 1. I am a loyal person 2. I am a awesome dancer 3. I have beautiful eyes 4. I am really funny 5. I am a really outgoing & fun person to be around. What do u think? These sound good?
*TaylorSmilez*
Member # 96324
posted 08-14-2012 12:24 PM
I think things are starting to look better for me.
moonlight bouncing off water
Member # 44338
posted 08-14-2012 01:04 PM
That's great to hear Taylor!
*TaylorSmilez*
Member # 96324
posted 08-14-2012 01:54 PM
Yeah i am actually smiling again and feel better than b4.
Robin Lee
Member # 90293
posted 08-14-2012 04:07 PM
Yay...that's so good to hear!
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-14-2012 07:09 PM
Those are wonderful things that you wrote! I am glad that your smiling again! So the talk went good? Thats really great. Are you on any dance teams? Do you have that list somewhere that you can see it every day?
*TaylorSmilez*
Member # 96324
posted 08-14-2012 09:23 PM
Thx. And no im not on any dance teams but wish i could. I am more a hip hop dancer. i love to dance. I do have it where i can c it everyday. it really helps. thx
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-14-2012 09:26 PM
Thats great! Keep on dancing and adding to the list. Before you know it you'll have 20 on that list.
*TaylorSmilez*
Member # 96324
posted 08-14-2012 10:52 PM
Yeah i sure hope. Thank u for everything.
diamonddust44
Member # 96418
posted 08-14-2012 11:01 PM
Not a problem! Anytime.
WesLuck
Member # 56822
posted 08-15-2012 08:28 AM
-hugs-