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Post A Reply Login Name: Password: Message Icon:                                                                       Message: HTML is not enabled. UBB Code™ is enabled. [QUOTE]Originally posted by kitka: [QB] In January, my boyfriend, Sean, told me he wanted to marry me after I graduate in '09. Things were too good to be true. I woke up at 230 am on March 28. Couldn't go back to sleep for 5 hours. Then was woken up at 830 am by a phone call from Sean's uncle. Sean was missing. His Jeep was found on fire at 430 am. I went to school. Ten minutes before I went to teach class, his uncle called me again and said, "I don't know how to tell you this. Sean's dead." He was found dead inside his Jeep, burned. No one knows whether it was an accident or murder. I think someone hurt him. I know he would not have killed himself - there's no way. After that I realized why I had woken up. Sean was dying and he must have been calling out to me. That's part of the reason I haven't been back here in so long. I feel like an *** having disappeared but I don't know where else to ask for advice. I got sick last October, had to work 40 hours a week to pay the hospital bill, and by the time I realized I'd been AWOL for so long, Sean told me he wanted to marry me, and I got caught up in that. Now he's dead. At times I wonder whether I'm being punished for something I did in a past life. Or if I had convinced him to live with me instead of move to a big city, he would still be alive. I talk to my therapist once every week and a half or so on the phone, but I'm stuck with my parents for the summer while I'm away from school, and my search for local counseling is not going well. I had a nervous breakdown in public last week. My parents have said some stuff that really upset me. I do not know what to do. I worry too much about the future, mostly because my future - that is, Sean - is gone. All my old worries are coming back. Anyway. I am sorry that I disappeared without notifying anyone. If someone is willing to give me some advice, that would be great. If not, I understand. Thank you. [/QB][/QUOTE]

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